Ok, In general she is like 6 in my opinion, body (except face) is like 8. Face like 4
So, should I dump her or not? I do not have any gf here, but it is kind of convenient as we f...k once a month, wich is perfect for me. The deal works perfectly for me as I am very busy with my work/project.
I just do not feel confident to find another one, can not overcome fear of aproach and after aproach I feel I have nothing to talk with those girls. also feel kind of down because of my english being second language.
On the other side I have/had many girfriends in Thailand, had one gf in Japan and one in China, where being foreigner is big DHV. Maybe I am just not acustomed with american culture that much as I live here like 15 years. Maybe just feel like an outsider. I feel I have a lot to offer to the girl once she knows me better.
Any advice would be apreciated.