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Well I don't know how you would clean it up with this girl, but in the future I would definitely not kiss ass, period. Just don't do it. It seems needy and sappy. You don't need to kiss ass to demonstrate you like or are interested in someone. Just try to be C&F and keep her chasing you, if she says something like that escalate into something sexual or just be C&F about it like you did before, and I would hold off on the I love you stuff until/if it got serious and you both are past the value war stage.
okay but the deal right now is like this:
she sleeps at school, she lives there during the week cuz thats easier for her parents. her school is far away from me and i-dont-know-who-the-hell-she-talks-to during her time at school.
so i wont see her during the week.
i do got her cellphone number, and we can email (but she says the computers are very old and she doesnt wanna sit there and mail me

like.. its a waste of time.
stupid slut..
anyway this sunday was just downright fucked up. the reason why i said i love you was because she wouldnt cheat on me during the week. that was the idea..
i didnt even love her at that point. i got my mind on ohter chicks.
but when i woke up monday and i saw she hadnt texted me anything, some bells were ringing in my head. i was like.. omfg ur feeling like the queen again and i can fuck off.
i dont know what to do right now, im planning this vacation for this summer with a few friends to bang some chicks in spain
whats the best approach, freezing her? asking her something to be on her mind? texting her something sweet? ask her opinion about something ? telling her i got asked out by a girl yesterday? (i mean she is my gf, should i tell her about it?)
on the other hand, i dont hear anything from her life

like never.. when she was pissed at me she told me she could get any guy she wants, but that she didnt want that. she just wanted me.
thats so cool, but. im losing value now.
damn this is so bad.. i mean the weather is changing too, she's prolly wearing tiny skirts now and stuff. she aint a dumb slut, she's really smart. her favorite subject is math

im so affraid she'll give in to some player out there. she is REALLY hot you know.. and the way she behaves is just damn.. im in love.
im trying to score other girls in the meantime but i just keep thinking about my girl, and thats also the reason why i keep on trying on other girls. i wanna get my mind off from her but at the same time i keep comparing all the girls to her. big fat oneitis i have got.
and im not bad you know, i talked about this with a 24 year old girl. she was like omg she's playing you. oh yes, she is i know girls like that you should follow your gut.
but at the same time im not sure cuz i believe she loves me too. she really wanted me to come over

and she really was like she loved me

i just lost attraction by giving in to prevent her from cheating on me which has the opposite effect.
hope she can hang in there for 3 months without cheating on me that id be really happy. and i hope ill have fclosed some girls just like her
i know 3 girls that i like and that i get a lil iois from.

anyway im sorry for the long oosts but im just a lil depressed about it.
stekemrt
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