| Hey guys.
Thks for the welcome.
As far as my back story goes im gonna be concise (or at least try to be). Im a 24 YO writer . Im a pretty social guy and up until recently i had no reason to join or even take interest in any form of "the game". But it all changed that day of summer 2016 (fuck being concise i feel inspired). There i was on a Spanish beach just froliking around in the water when i saw her. Absolute TEN. Quite young i would say around 18 (legal where i live) she was there with her parents. I just stared like an asshole not knowing what to do. sturing up the courage to go talk to her. But the family was there. Perfect excuse!! i thought. You can't approach her when the parents are there. It's not right, it's not the good time ... "insert any random generic excuse in that list".
Happy to have convinced myself not to get out of my comfort zone i went back to staring. And that was it ... or so i thought. The next day i came on the beach early to enjoy the cool air left over from the night. My eyes looked far away in the sea and as i went for a walk i saw her again. But this time alone. No parents no nothing. She looked bored begging to be approached.
Change of plans!! i'm not going for a walk anymore im laying my towel right here at a comfy distance, waiting to find something to say to her. From where i am she can't see me but the wind from the sea brings her light perfume to my nostrils... divine. That smell of sun oil and tanned skin....
I wait there an hour, the first tourists are now storming the beach, it's getting noisy, i should have done it earlier... i missed it, i fucked it up.
I was already trying to bargain with myself. An other hour. Came the time i had to leave. I thought "don't do this brain, don't fuck me over, let me talk to her". I walked back up to the street and with each step i was considering walking back cause i knew the discomfort of going talk to her would pale in comparison to the pain i would feel as a man if i chickened out. With that last step on the sand and my feet touching the boiling asphalt something broke in me. i was weak. A fact, a fucking fact!! no arguing here you are fucking weak. Now i just did what i always did when i wasn't up to the level. I decided to take action, to train to become a better person. And to never again feel that pain....
To that day almost 4 month later i can't remeber for the life of me the face of that girl but the pain i felt that day ... it never really went away. I climb mountains ride bikes like a maniac go in cross europe travels explore underwater wreks but that chick ... i couldn't approach her. I can ride 2000 mile on a motorcycle climb a mountain on foot for a week and do the same way back but i cant talk to fucking chick ... Fuck that.
I already had experience with PUA as i watched a couple vids here and there but i never dove into it. So i started reading up on shit. Learn the concepts, the sets, the openers, the hooks, the stages of attraction ,seduction, comfort etc etc. I know that stuff but i'm still missing something, the practice. So one more time what do i do when i almost fuck myself over again by letting the PUA thing go away i decided to find an artist near me and wing him. He will teach me! So i go back on that crazy place that is the internet in quest of a PUA near me. First i thought there must be a lair near me right ... wrong only a old circle looking lame as all fucks. So i decided maybe i needed to just find one guy and this is how i got here.
I reached out to a few people around my area but so far nothing i was about to let this sink in the bottom of my to do list again when you showed up. So thank you i guess non robot Man.
That's for the little story you'll excuse the mistakes English is not my mother tongue. Ran my yap a little bit there. maybe i should post that somewhere (if you do tag me).
As for my game its very theoretical as of today. I tried to open a few sets here and there but not nearly as much as i should do. I guess im a blank slate you can teach me anything it'll be better than what i know and if it can help you take your game to the next level then great.
Ayway this is long enough! loooking forward to hearing from you, sincierly bla bla bla you know the dril
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