My natural state is to have low energy. I have a background of depression, low self-esteem and all that (my T level may be a bit low). I'm not the loudest guy in the room making people laugh, or just having a natural glow to me. I'm serious, logical, silent, cold. I've even lost interest in going after girls but something says, "you got to get back in the game."

I'm stuck in the past. I have no hope for a future, don't know what to do for work. I'm hurt from many things. (Yet, I've had good success in remarkable ways)... Right now I'm in the hospital getting treated for an autoimmune disease. I'm tired of this guy's. I want to heal and be able to have some quality girls in my life. I'm seeking wisdom. And am happy to talk to you. Maybe there's some people on here that understand. I'm ready.

You should seek a therapist.

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I know my place. It's me on top of the world.

My in depth texting & dating guide.
There's no such thing as shit-tests.
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I have, man. It hasn't fixed this.

Then find another one and try. This isn't somethin fixed by getting laid.

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These hos ain't loyal

Seeing a therapist won't fix anything. It's not his job to fix you, it's yours.
It's not his job to give you a career or calling, it's yours.

His job is to offer the support and guidance you need.

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I know my place. It's me on top of the world.

My in depth texting & dating guide.
There's no such thing as shit-tests.
How to keep a girl.