I just got a penis enlargement injection done in Miami. I now have a thick cock, while my whole life I had a slightly skinny one. Yes, this matters, and yes it's a boost of confidence. It is 21 days before I can be sexually active. It still has bandages on it and I need to do the aftercare carefully or it will come out weird.

I will say that I messed up when I picked doctors because although the one I picked did his job well, there was one in LA that is the only doctor FDA approved for penile IMPLANTS that would have increased my length by 2" as well as the girth. Now that I went to one doctor, I'm not a candidate for the other one. I wish I would have chosen that more carefully.

Last time I went out, I ended up just drinking by myself and getting all angry. I really shouldn't drink. It's hard to just drink one for me. I usually end up at 20 and turn into an angry psycho who gets kicked out of bard (I literally told me male bartender that I would rip his eyeball out if he laid a finger on me... not good.) Maybe I need to work on being more of a "chill guy," but this is hard when you're constantly being "rejected"....

I put the word "rejected" in quotes because I'm not sure if it's just that I DON'T EVEN TALK TO ANYONE in the first place and I'm usually just stuck inside my head in introversion land until I get too drunk to even say anything intelligible. Perhaps my "approach" or complete lack of approach is what's being "rejected." How can someone reject you if you don't even talk to them?!??!!

It's hard for me to make friends with other guys. I'm really competitive and I don't take kindly to other guys making jokes or trying to "check my nuts" because I think they are all pussies. I would just end up getting in fights. I'd prefer to be back at my place fucking some girl.

Where's the question here? Here's the question....

What do you think about all this?

I also need to work on being SMOOTH... I tend to get overly excited and downright obsessional when a girl shows interest in me. Like I need her AROUND ME ALL THE TIME!!!! And this would cause them to regret investing in me (buyer's remorse).

I am looking forward to going out, but unfortunately, I cannot even drink for the first week after this procedure due to antibiotics.

There is something very wrong and WEIRD about the way I interact with people and I'm not sure if this forum can help of just point it out now and then. Perhaps I need to get back on my antipsychotic medication, although I will say last time it didn't do all that much, or maybe I just didn't notice.

I really just want to have a baby some day even though I might not be the best at taking care of it. I've had sex enough times (yes, most of them were prostitutes) that getting sex is not the end-all-be-all of life to me.

I would be happy to give some, though. I guess casual sex could be fun. I haven't really done that in a while, unless you count a prostitute (which I do).

By the way, I could have fucked the hottest stripper in Miami, but I didn't think it would be a good idea since I had to procedure the next day. Yes, she wanted money, but you should have seen her. She barely spoke English. She came right up to me and offered.

I REALLY WISH I WOULD HAVE CHOSE MY DOCTOR WISER SO I COULD HAVE A 7.25" DICK FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Most girls will tell you that girth is more important, but I wish I could have had both length and girth.

Girls would stop in their tracks for a long, thick dick. All I have is a thick one. But this sure beats the slightly skinny one that I had two days ago!!!

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No, your dick isn't the problem. It's your alcoholism that's the problem. No, a big dick won't boost your confidence in any real way - that's done by setting goals both large and small and reaching them.

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And I realize a lot of this isn't exactly questions, it's just rambling about topics related to getting laid (PUA) if you want to call it.

A lot of my problems result from a lack of ability to socialize normally.

There is something called the "social hook point," when talking about PUA or in a set, well I have to worry about crossing the social hook point of society or the world in general.

Is this guy a good guy?

Is he alright in the head?

Does he deserve to be stoned to death?

Why is he like that?

Strangely enough, I think that could only take a day if I tried.

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No, alcoholism isn't the root of my problem. Psychosis is.

People with certain mental conditions have addictive behaviors.

I don't drink right now, actually. That was just a one night thing.

Calling me an alcoholic is not accurate.

I can't drink while on my antibiotics from the procedure, so I don't. I probably won't afterwards. I work on myself all the time.

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You post too much retarded shit on forums.

Redstar....anyone reading, don't offer this dude advice. Every post he has ever written contains a variation of this kind of garbage. Useless drivel.

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