Hahaha I love it! Honest truth.. I kinda know all that, but can't seem to let it go.. thats the thing that is bothering me. I can't get mad, irritated or any of those emotions.. only hurt, sad and self pity...

I don't want to give her the satisfaction of thinking that everything is ok between us.. that the only reason I am not contacting her is because I am trying to get over her.. I just wanna give her the ultimatum, but that won't probably work either haha!

The most sad part about this is that I could off fucked her so many times, but I couldnt be bothered too.. I didnt find her atractive etc.. and now I ended up in this position god damn! how life turns everything around in a moment..

There is only one way to make this anywhere close to having a chance, but it takes sack to pull it off....

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They call me the cat whisperer, cause I know exactly what the pussy needs.

haha and that is?