Hey guys My name is Alexis Mixail.
First time i post here, and i knew this forums just never had so much of a problem till now.
Long story short i met this girl a year and a half ago she is 36 i am 23 i know its fucking weird as hell, but she has an amazing body she is gorgeus and i trully love this woman and i know she does.
What happen is that as i met her i learn a lot of game from her i didn't know. She didn't actually teach me anything i just learn in the process by her just by being in a relationship with her.
Again long story short we been together for 1 year and a half she is very dramatic and divorced for after 10 years of marriage, we have amazing SEX together but everything started to fall appart she startet not to giving a shit about me giving phone numbers to other guys showing zero respect for me all this cause i was needy little insecure bitch.
She broke up with me 2 times and i always run backed and tried to fix things wich i did and we were together cause of me ofcourse she was making some kind of effort and texting me also and since this bitch violated most of the times. she said im pushing her not giving her space and shit like that yeah maybe im acting this way without knowing it but i started to control my self. and ofcrouse she said we have no future together and bla bla all of fucking bs. maybe we have 13 years difference but she looks younger. but for some reason she played me really hard and im really in love with her.
Last sunday i was waiting for her in my home she is a belly dancer she want to dance for exactly 30 minutes she dances for a groups of guys WHO are getting married and shit like that she went to a club to dance.
She texted me around 2 in the night that she will be late 30 minutes i said ok no problem. time went 2.45 she texted me again i will be late another 15 minutes and i told her when usay you gonna be in time then fucking do it im not a pupey to wait around. and she just answered after 20 minutes later come down

with a smiley fucking face. i went down i was still waiting i call her where the heck are you she said im coming she finally showed up after 35 minutes of stooding me up drinking in the club till 3 am in the night and not giving a shit that im waiting.
we had a big fight i shouted to her i don't tolerate this shit she got angry went out of the Car and literally running on the street with the Car stopped in the main street i put her back in the Car we went home sleep and next day she was completely cold and distand. we talked later that night she told she wants 2-3 days alone. (translation i want to brake up with you) and we didn't talk for 2 days.
After 2 days i send her a text i told her im sorry about shouting to you but you also did a fucking mistake by being late i would like to talk things out (no answer)
Not sure what to do. some help would be nice.
Thanks.