| The biggest reason why I always thought it was foolish to expect a real long term commitment from a women is because of how quickly her mood and mind changes. At least, though with a long term commitment, there is some length of stability, and even though you know it will end, there is some consistency there for a while.
Trying to be a player and juggling multiple women seems to have exacerbated this issue to much greater proportions. You are at the mercy of multiple girls mood and mind changes, and it completely fucks with your mind. I don't mean to the extent that I'm going nuts, obviously not, but enough to fuck with me.
I met a girl who I had agreed to meet on a specific day, I woke up that day prepared to meet her, got ready to go workout in the hours prior to the meet. I called her as planned, she didn't respond. After finishing my workout, I day gamed and met another girl. I closed her and called her the next day to meet for the following day. She responded but went AWOL the day after. I was at work when I called the AWOL chick. I then immediately agreed a meet with a girl from online after the failed plans, she agreed and told me to meet her at so-and-so after I finished work. As the day passed, I met a girl in the gym who was lucky enough to be the only person in my strength and conditioning class, I gamed and number closed her with a meet agreed for two days time. After I finish with her, I check my phone to see a message from the online chick saying that she no longer can make it. This all happened within the space of 4 days. Just when you think you have a chick, you lose her, and before you can even mull it over, another appears and you have a new shiny object, of course, until you somehow lose her as well from within your grasp.
I'm very emotionally stable, people often say I am very calm and seem like nothing can phase me. It's true, I don't let many things affect me, but this player life is one helluva rollercoaster. You can't really focus on anything at all outside of chicks, because you have multiple chicks moving in and out of your life with no regard. You can't really plan anything, because just when you think you have one, you have a new plan.
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