| Hey, just wanted to say hello.
I look forward to being trolled, growing as a person, having more women in my life and removing any trace of
beta-ism in my character.
Ok, i've just been totally ignored by this chick, who i made friends with through a sister.
I met her younger sister who is 17, gave her a job cleaning my house and met when i took her home.
We eventually warmed up to each other and i did all the beta stuff, cleaned her house, repaired her house, gave her money, shouted food smokes, you name it i bloody well did it all.
After a while i broke rapport and was just starting to get out of the friend zone, i was pretty proud of that, although no sex happened lol. Then i did the stupidest neediest shit ever, took her for a drive and wanted to hold her hand, well it's kinda hard to describe, but since that afternoon of doing shit loads for her while asking for nothing in return, she has totally ignored me, plus a homeless friend of hers who is staying with her (stealing her stuff) which i had an argument with over the stuff that was finally returned... bleh, so this girl was stealing pictures and candles and giving them away to people she used to work for, she got fired and the HB6 and i went and had confirmed it was her things lol... i'm probably sounding very beta right now explaining this, but i feel it's relevant. Anyway got shit back, i said to homeless (drug using, fucking sluty siren) that i wasn;t going to take her lame excuse for stealing from her so called "sisters". Anyway, aparently HB6 wasn't too happy, still used me to drive her around that day and i was pretty needy and wanted to hold her hand and etc etc probably creeped her out a bit to, but yeh. Nothing now, no text replies (only sent one if you;re wondering) won't answer the phone (range twice yesty and twice today), in fact, i thought fuck it, i'll drive around there, but fortunately for me, a friend was over and i turned back. Reading and googling shit to help me, it recommended i focus on my life and to ignore her. I am also starting to wonder if i want that kind of person in my life as well.
So point me in the right direction, i've been studying the game for about 3 months, have made some okay approaches along with mistakes, one kiss close with the HB6 above, still have a HB8 gf i hang around and root whenever i want. Funny i mention it, the ex wants me pretty bad after hanging with the three chicks above. I live in a small town to so gaming girls where there aren't many, i don't wanna ruin my chances with the limited number of girls in my home town. I do understand i have to get out and just do it though, regardless of the size of the town or my rep here. I think i'm a bit of a falling star if i had to put myself into a robert greenes character profiles, falling star/coque.
Anyway, i've rattled on enough thus far, cheers eL
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