Top of My game and really no interest


So lately I've been so caught up in doing my class work and being involved in the school I've completely forgotten about PUAs. I'm the most confident I've been in my life as a result of the hard work I've been putting in, and the results I've seen.
I've made so many contacts and friends in school I'm beginning to lose track. And people are starting to notice me in class, I have girls touching me,lowering their chests for me, and pushing me on chairs(we have wheel chairs)this is just flirting as most all these girls have boyfriends.
This is all I wanted at the beginning of school, and you know...now that I have it,and the powers certainly there. I really have no desire to pursue. I've been getting so much fulfillment from my personal and academic achievements over the last month that laying/the game has become well...uninteresting. The irony of it is ridiculous.
I'm making so many people happy by just being myself and sincerely wanting to help them out and make a connection, that all the other stuff has become irrelevant. Am I retiring from PUA? not a chance,should I test out this new power and see if its as real as I think it is?. I may just do the later.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass

If you're happy you're happy bro. Don't let anyone tell you you need women to be happy!

By the way just read your entire journal. You've got fucking morals man, good for you.

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I succeed where others fail, purely because the fire inside burns brighter than the fire around me.

So last night was the early Halloween party and me and my roommate went. Before we got in there was a girl dressed in army clothes I yelled out to her "Are you actually from the army?" she said no .

I ordered a beer and hugged the bar for the first two hours of the night until things started to pick up. People kept asking my friend to move and he did I was asked less and didn't budge,there was a whole other side of the bar you just had to walk down it.
My friend says "Aren't thoughts the girls in your class?" I have no interested and just nodd,one even went by and smiled and waved stupidly, I just nodded to her. Got bored so I walked across the dance floor dancing with girls along the way and just sat down with another beer. I was approached, yes, "I" was approached by one really cute gal wearing little red riding hood, and she wanted to dance so we did for a while,then the army girl came and was chatting me up, again I had no interested. and she went off.

and heres where things get interesting, there was a girl dressed as poision ivy...I was really tempted to go say hi, but just watched her like a creep instead thinking "Shes probably a Bi6$h" she was approached by someone not wearing a costume with a beard and a small body frame, she was totally into it....dammit.

Then I seen some girl on the side of the dance hall looking bored went and danced with her,made out with her,was grabbing at her she was into it.and some chick comes and brings her guy friend to go and dance with her, I just let him take her.
I went off on the floor and seen an old "friend of mine" very cute gal.She recognized me and we where dancing. I've always kinda liked this girl but never got her out, so tonight I just bit her neck, totally turned her off, but we kept dancing.
I then broke off and went back to the bored chick,and again, this other girl brings her friend over AGAIN! not this time chappo, I blocked this guy right off even engaged this other girl. They left, bored girl had a guy friend she was calling over and I encouraged it and we all danced together, it was actually fun.

So all in all I got bored girls number(I won't be calling though...she made it clear she wasn't interested but it was fun),I got army chicks number, I'm actually going to call her tomorrow , and I texted my old friend, she can have one more chance with me if not shes cut.

Again no game just went in and messed about,had fun. Maybe next time I'll push my chances when they appear and make it clear what I'm looking for... O well.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass

Reflection

I'm starting to notice something... and its that I'm being noticed. When I'm in the library or halls, I'm usually getting looks from girls, this is new to me. I used to salivate at the thought if even one chick batted an eye at me. Now it seems though I either don't care,or am too busy to stop and feel this girl out.

I think something needs to change...I need to get my game on next time I'm in the library. I'll post next time I've made progress/events occurred.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass

DAMMIT!. Once again I have been brought down just as quickly as I went up "O how the the wreath doth wither" .
So a short story, I've been seeing this one girl on the side for about a month now, and she just broke up with me over text this morning. Don't feel bad for me though cause for some reason, I really don't feel that bad. I'm going to tell what happened so maybe I can get advice on where I want wrong...

So I met up with the girl as I do twice a week, we fool around I make her dinner,we fool around and go to bed.This is the same girl who was asking me a week earlier for a relationship among other future plans, and I insincerely said sure . I told her how I'm quitting school and going back to my shitty job where I'm making quite a decent wage. I have plans to go do trades training/school in the future but for now its just work.
I spilled my guts...I told her I'm dropping school and am glad I'm getting out now. We went to dinner,and I was a little stressed but still had my smile on. She grabbed the bill we went home fooled around and went to bed. She dropped me off at a local coffee shop the next morning and we had a make out session before I got out. Then I get a text an hour later "I like you, but I don't see it working out for us".

Now I'm very,very proud of how well I took this,and I think its because I don't put too much into women anymore. In the back of my mind I'm always saying "Its just a matter of time" like a ticking time bomb. I really don't think I'm the problem anymore or that "I'm not good enough".
I'm a young guy in the mix, and these women just want me to fill in the blanks with them for a while, and I'm okay with that.
A bit about myself and my situation
I don't have a car,a cool job,or my own place(I live with two roommates, best guys ever). I'm a spiritual guy(this doesn't mean broke ass), very happy and hard working and appreciate the small things. I don't live with my parents,or have any skeletons in the closet. I'm healthy,handsome/athletic,passionate,hardworking, and have a clean working,driving and criminal record.
So whats holding me back from sweeping these girls off their feet? and keeping them?.This is why PUA works so well for me,cause I'm just not settled material. Am I just good for short term satisfaction?, like will I be remembered as the one that helped them let loose before they settled down?. I'm not a push over either.
O well....

I know its all about the game. I'm not beat up on this, or feeling oneitis.
I know the rule...my rule ONLY TELL THEM WHAT YOU HAVE TOO!AND WHAT YOU HAVE TO TELL THEM IS WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR! and keep building them castles in the sky!.

If anyone does have some advice for keeping these women,or questions I'd love to hear about it.


Sincerely,
Compass.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass

A reflection ,A breakthrough a rant....

So just some more reflection here,I don't know if this does or does not count as a field report but it does count towards my "Inner game".
I was walking down by our water front yesterday going through all the women I've been with trying to see a pattern,trying to break the code. I am self content, I'm very happy with myself, so check. So whats the deal?, then with one false swoop it hit me like slap to the face, I literally stopped in my tracks. This whole time with every women I've ever been with at some level I have made myself the victim,let me explain. I've never out rightly blamed anyone for my mistakes in life, but have alluded to them. I've always said "If only someone pointed me in the right direction,given me some words of wisdom or showed me the way" I'd have that car,that job,that house and have traveled the world three time over." then I talk about the crap I've had to deal with in the past,only because I am proud of it...but you know what?, it doesn't matter....it just doesn't matter.
I've been crying over spilled milk for the last 8 years of my life,never as an excuse but as a reason why everythings not better. Well, no more. I'm picking up that fu86ing milk,cleaning up the mess I've made, and helping myself to another damn glass!.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass

Alright, I don't know if I should starts a blog or what... I have a girl coming over for dinner tonight,just friends, and she kinda invited herself over,which doesn't bother me but shes in the same social circle as me so completely off limits. Where going to go to a Halloween Party with a bunch of friends after. We;ll see how it goes.

I also managed to land a date for Sunday night,some girl I randomly met on the buss was waving her hair and looking me straight in the eyes so I chatted her up asked her out for that night,shes busy...so what about Sunday?, she said we'll see in a sly manner...whoa, this ones in the bank.

As a side note,that Pharmacist I was dating for like 3 weeks randomly sent me a picture of a winner for some Halloween costume thing. I deleted her number and she hadn't talked to me in like 10 days. so didn't know or really think of who this was and just replied. I actually thought it was a stranger. I don't even remember what I said. ended up sending back, "so what am I missing out on?" "Good food and dancing. I left early, anyway off to gamble have a good night" then I just left on "Hopefully you have better luck with the slots then the costumes"
Had I known it was the pharmacist I would not have bothered a reply...dammit right in the pride!.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass

So I never met that date for Sunday... but here's on development. I had two interviews today one at a job site the other in an agency.

The job site,I was not interested after seeing how the place was run. But the agency was..interesting.
So I walk in fill out forms yada yada. But then I meet the interviewer, I'll call Monica. So Monica. After the interview part is done starts asking me about where I'm from, turns out she has a cottage at my old town, she talks about her cottage, and booze and tries teasing me about doing a background check on me and such. One thing that stuck out was she said she didn't like kids or dogs and I just threw that back at her "O you must be so much fun..." anyway after the meeting was over I asked her "Whats the name again?" (she actually didn't introduce herself at all) her voice hit a fairly high register"What name?, O' My name?." this is definitely an IOI. Also I can't say I didn't look her over at least once...only once.
After I left, her secretary seen me out, and I was thinking. I'm going to ask that girl out on orientation. She's going to give me a run down on the job before I start Sunday. Now Monica said Orientation would be Friday, so that's the only reason I didn't ask her out on the spot. I'll see her again.
So there's a missed call and a message on my phone from the agency, the secretary calls, again higher register, again quick speech. They really want me in there,she starts drilling about my life , "You haven't applied elsewhere have you?...are you sure your coming in again? Like, do you have some plans with someone else?(This was really unprofessional but I know what shes doing)" Then this struck out "Yeah, Monica really likes you". Its like being in fith grade all over again... okay I'll play along... "Lets do this Tammy/secretary, I'll come in tomorrow for an orientation with Monica right?" "Yes she does it" "and I'll give you an answer about starting earlier then" then she just says to Monica while I'm on the phone "Monica, hello~ Monica, its Compass, he can meet tomorrow" then we said our goodbyes and again she was all flustered and blurted out her side of it.

I could be completely off the ball here. It is for a job and maybe they just really want to fill the position? but are also usually unprofessional. Or maybe they're a couple of giddy gals trying to get the boss hooked up?. but the casual interview,talks of booze, body language from Monica and then the secretary calling out of the blue like that with her "and Monica really likes you"(I almost said something here..almost). O'well I guess I'll find out tomorrow.

If anyone reads this before the end of the day tomorrow,take a bet. Do you think shes interested?,or do you have some critique about my approach, which is aloof and sarcastic.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass

So the went back to the agency today for orientation. and met with Monica again, after we where done she goes to walk back to her office and I say "are you going to see me out?" "Yeah sure" so then I lean in on the front desk no ones in the front hall but us, and I lower my voice and indicate for her come closer. "I wanted to know before I leave, if I could grab your number?" her, "Like, really,really?"her eyes got soo big "really,really" I hand her my phone and shes like "whoa, its really big" I start thinking "Thats not the only thing" but I'm in her work place so I wanted to keep it brief,direct, and on the low down. I say "So can I ask you out for Saturday then?" "I don't know about Saturday... I thought it was bad what you where going to say" me "so another time then" I smile and she looks back at me "Well good luck, and text me after" and she taps my arm with the folders in her hand. "Will do have a good day".

So from here I'm going to text her.
Lessons/tact
Isolated her so she wasn't pressured by peers(there's other people in the office)
Was straight forward about what I wanted, and kept myself calm and masculine
She kinoed me at the end
There where a lot of IOIs such as casual convo in a professional setting, talking about booze,dates etc,she was also complimenting my clothes, and was probably talking to her secretary about me. But the biggest IOI was definitely the quick speech and higher register My advice is to do the opposite, have a slow speech and lower register voice.

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" I never regret doing it, but i always regret not doing it...."
~Compass