Let me start by telling you about myself. I'm a closeted gay guy (21) and have never been comfortable with my sexuality. However, I really admired the 'player' lifestyle and wanted a piece of that. So I started reading PUA 2 years ago so I can pick up more women and stop being known as the loser guy who doesn't get laid. The PUA techniques helped me gain inner confidence and taught me how to be a straight alpha, which I am still far from perfect at acting out but I can do enough 'acting' to make women weak in the knees...

This is where the adventure started, I didn't need PUA any more because I got the basics and my confidence was doing most of the work, so I had so little trouble picking up women in clubs in front of my friends and I was loving the 'respect' I was slowly earning. However, no one knew that all this alpha behaviour was fake as shit and the girls I was making out/fingering in clubs were something I had zero attraction towards. I would take girls home only when I had Cialis from my doctor and that was the only way possible for me to get it up in the company of these beautiful creatures who unfortunately I was not turned on by. I would fuck them and send them on their way. So many girls were confused by my apathy and would beg my friends for an explanation for my sudden disinterest. This furthered my image of being a player but I would feel bad for them because I broke quite a few hearts.

Anyway, my old doctor has now retired and my new one is amazed how I was handed Cialis pills so causally and refuses to give me anymore. The problem is I have a 'girlfriend' who is head over heels for me and for the past 2 sexual encounters I couldn't get it up and I could tell she was frustrated even though she didn't say anything derogatory.

Any advice from you elegant gurus would be really appreciated, and yes I know I belong in a mental hospital but I love this personality and lifestyle too much.

Interesting... so whats your question ?

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What do I do regarding my sex problem considering I can't get pills anymore?

Let the poor girl go.

You're gay, dude... Why are you leading her on? You clearly don't even like the sex if you need some pills to get it up for her.

I'm not trying to be harsh, but rather just saying that you should accept who you are and build on that... Sounds like you'll do just fine with guys, honestly.

... Or find a new doctor who may sympathize with your problem (I've never heard of a 20 yr old man being prescribed ED meds, though... but who knows!)

This just comes down to morals. I feel like you are wasting your time with these girls. You can easily just friendzone them and go after guys of your own gender. I have a gay guy friend who has a nice chunk of female friends but is comfortable with being gay.

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Thanks for the advice. Today I will let her go. I put in zero effort from my side, she just go attached on her own, but I will make sure not to lead them on again.

I was rarely ever interested in having sex with guys because I was just channelling that with the women despite the 'boost' I needed. My dilemma is I looooove this lifestyle, fuck being gay! I think I was born into the wrong sexuality lol interestingly though fucking women has made me attracted to women a little... but not enough to have a erection.

Is there anyone who can relate to this situation - as in fuck women because it's part of your style not because you want to per say

You could probably find a "chemist" who is open "all day" and find that their online doctors may be very inclined to send you stuff.

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Just be gay, that's who you are, if you're worried about what your friends/family will think, don't. If they can't/won't handle it (may take time), then fuck them, you don't need friends that don't accept you for you - you'll be just as awesome...just be safe