Thanks for the tips, will use in the future. Just training my brain to progress and escalate the interaction little by little.

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Thursday

My productivity has taken a nose dive this week. I'm burned out from 3 intense weeks of tests and lab reports.

After spending the night in the graduate student lounge, I wake up to prepare for the vertebrate lab dissection at 8 in the morning. I interact with a ton of students during it, self amuse a bunch, make a bunch of students laugh, and AB girl comes and interacts with me. I keep it fun and casual, and pretty soon I'm making her giggle all over. Nothing happens beyond that, though.

Later, I'm sitting in the dungeon of the library reading Neil Strauss' "Rules of the Game" when NG girl (Colombian girl from a long time ago) calls out my name. How funny seeing her here!

Now, it's been awhile since I've mentioned NG girl. Here's the rundown of our history with the cliffnotes:
I met her last summer at a running club. We discover that we both went to Cornell and moved out here to FoCo. Wut wut?!
We exchange numbers and meet up a couple times.
I kind of get infatuated with her (this was a year ago, when my game was very different).
She senses my neediness and backs off.
We hang out as friends, she has a random fling with T-bone, my wing at the time.
That blows up, and she, HR girl, and I become best friends. The three of us party non stop.
I start dating HR girl. HR girl and NG girl and best friends now.
HR girl gets infatuated with me, but is a terrible, awful girlfriend. The sex is average. The only upsides are that she cooks for me, buys me shit, and is hot. I eventually break up with HR girl. Our social circle gets disbanded. Despite me telling HR girl I still want to be friends, I pretty much never hang out with NG girl and HR girl ever again.

Boom! Now that you have the lowdown, let's snap back to the present. NG girl sits down and we chat, and it feels like old times. She's laughing, and giving off great feminine energy. I love it when she laughs, she does this thing where her whole face lights up like a Christmas tree, she throws her head back, and a wonderful, bubbly feminine giggle erupts. That being said, I would never date her nowadays, as we have both discussed our love lives with each other enough that I can tell she would be a very needy girlfriend.

We do what we always do: gossip about our love lives. She tells me about a John character that broke her heart (they went out for 2 months). She tells me about a Ben that she broke the heart of. I tell her about CG girl, JS girl, and AB girl. I admit to her that I'm a man slut and she erupts in laughter. She chides me for fooling around with a 19 year old from a class I teach. I agree, I shouldn't be doing that. #yolo

I ask her how HR girl is doing. She's doing good, and seems to have moved on. Great! We agree to study in the library together sometime or grab coffee sometime just to stay friends.

Later on in the day, JS girl texts me and wants to grab $1 tacos at Trailhead. I meet her there at 8, and we chat, bullshit, and play Fuck Marry Kill for half an hour. It's fun, and I leave after, go home, and sleep. She texts me later, wanting to hang out this weekend.

It's Friday today, and I've been pensive. One of the most effective ways I put myself in a great state is exiting my comfort zone, and doing something wacky and new. I'm going to keep this mind for tonight and for the future. Happy Friday everyone!!

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Just had a really sloppy text interaction with AB girl. I'm gonna put it here just so I can learn from it and in the future make it smoother.

Me: Yo! You got dinner plans? I think I owe you one by now

Her (one hour later): Hah I don't but I have to finish math assignments and a review before midnight and I don't really know how long it's gunna take

Me: Bring the math, I'm Asian

Her: Oh duhhh how could I not have thought of that.
Her: Lol
Her: It's actually kinda easy... Well I haven't started this section yet but it's just logs

Me: Ok, how about I meet you on campus in a bit, and then we'll figure it out

Her: Food outside the dining hall sounds good and it's nice of you to offer but I think I actually need to just crank it out on my own along with a few other things I gotta get done too.
Her: You know weekends are my hermit days hah

Interpretation
Just let my emotions get the better of me on this one. Even though AB girl had been chasing me for awhile, etc. etc. I don't think I was clear in my intent when we kissed and then I didn't push the interaction more or show my intent clearly afterwards. Wasn't properly gaming, and just kind of auto-pilot texting. The second to last text was the worst, and was pretty needy. It's okay, though, I don't think this one is in the toilet, I just need to back off for awhile and let her re-engage. Even if it's in the toilet, it's alright, it's all in the name of learning.

Things to correct in the future
Once I start escalating, I need to maintain that frame that Daniel Balboa indicated. Otherwise, it probably confuses the shit out of the girl or makes her think that you don't have balls or something. So on Wednesday night, after we kissed, I should've continued verbal and physical escalation.
Also, I need to be a little more slick in my meet up texts. Instead of just texting to meet up, I might have to butter it up a bit. Aka send a value / funny text, and then figure out a way to frame the meet up differently than just me wanting to meet up.
Need to not let girls get to me emotionally, and I think this will just take time, practice, and experience. Once I have the skills to escalate on any girl like this, it'll seem less special.
Lesson learned, will slap the shit out of myself if I violate again in the future. Onwards!

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Made up for that shit with a killer night! Will write about it tomorrow. Stay tuned...

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I pimp out and head downtown, and meet MC bro, his mom, and Joe, a dude in a wheelchair that MC bro takes care of, at Agave. There's a two set of blondes up at the bar but I don't open, I'm there just to chill with MC bro for now. I sit down, and we start chatting, mostly about Vegas, EDC, and strip clubs. MC bro's mom is cool as fuck, but not a Milf by any means.

We finish up and head to Lucky's. I briefly open a girl tap dancing in the street for money. I'm feeling good, no approach anxiety, getting my mouth moving, feeling social. SM girl and I had been snap chatting each other before this, but no real plans to meet up or anything. JS girl meets us at Lucky's. We sit down, chat some more, and I introduce JS girl to the group. JS girl jokes that MC bro and I should get married, we're so in love with each other. I don't deny it, he's a cool bro.

He catches my eye and motions behind me. Instead of turning around to look, I'm self amusing and I tilt my head back all the way and spy some curly blonde hair. I get up and open two fit, tall, beautiful girls. I just lead with, "Hi, my name's Unfazed." Curly blonde introduces herself as Eva. The first thing that pops in my head is a porn star name. "Eva Angelina?" I ask. She gives me a quizzical look and says "No." Thank God. What the hell was I thinking hahahahahaha. I introduce MC bro to the group, we pair off, him on curly blonde and me on tall brunette. I'm standing close, and occasionally leaning in closer to talk. Brunette is a Com-Sci major (doesn't look like it), and they both play basketball. I'm getting neutral to negative vibes from brunette, and she turns and talks to two other blondes. I engage the two other blondes, but I can tell their attention is elsewhere. I return to JS girl and the group, and MC bro and curly blonde seems to be going decently.

We wait for them to finish up, and MC bro returns with a number. He gives me a look and a fist pound of gratitude. Any time, brother. Eventually, Joe, MC bro, and his mom finish up and peace. JS girl and I sit and chat and people watch for a bit. We're close, legs touching, etc. etc.

Here's where the night turns a bit interesting for the first time: We start talking about the open relationship we have. We tell each other about our other partners, and both of us are ok with it! Wild. This is the first time I've had this sort of talk with a girl and had it be so totally ok and nonchalant. JS girl gets mad props for this.

MC bro returns after awhile, as well as Z bro. MC bro asks me discretely if I'm fucking JS girl, and I respond with an affirmative, even though I haven't wanted to have sex with her in awhile. We head to Yeti. I tell JS girl that we usually meet girls on Friday and Saturday nights, and if she's okay with me going off and talking to other girls. She's completely okay with it. Man, this feels weird but I'm gonna run with it.

We head to the back of Yeti and the four of us play ski ball. BW bro arrives. Introductions. We come up a quarter short for the next game, so I run out and open a dude and a girl asking for a quarter. No luck. I open two girls, and the fat girl gives me a quarter. I give her a big ole hug, introduce myself, and tell them to come over later so I can introduce them to my group. I sense warmer responses from this group.

I go back and self amuse harder, and we all dance and play ski ball and cause a ruckus. I open another dude, fist pounds all around. I'm forcing myself to be more social with everyone when I go out, cuz I've noticed that MC bro and Z bro both have good rapport with the staff, and that's something I should learn.

We bounce to Rec Room. The line is as long as the Great Wall of China. We find some black dudes that know Z bro (also a black dude) and butt in, pretending like we all know each other. Everyone in the group is yelling and spouting bullshit, it's a lot of fun. JS girl (the only girl) comments how it's like she's getting an inside look at a bro hangout.

We eventually get in after a long wait and chatting with random people in line and head in. I meet them on the dance floor. MC bro's got moves, and dances with a cute brunette with crazy pants. I dance with Z bro and JS girl. After awhile of this, MC bro comes over and tells me to go mingle, that JS girl is not my gf. I completely agree with him, and we start walking around the venue. I open a three set sitting down, they have the saddest, most unhappy faces on in the entire club lol. I eject, and laugh at how unhappy they are. MC bro comments how I'm good at approaching and that I've got his respect for approaching. MC bro points out a girl in a pink dress in a big group dancing. I open them, get good reactions, they tell me they're from Arizona. I introduce them to MC bro, but we can both sense this is just a thrill-seeking ADD crowd that is 90% of girls down here. We walk around some more.

I think I open a couple more sets, but I can't remember. MC bro spies a girl he number closed from last week making out with a guy. Apparently he texted her, but no response. He starts dancing with a black girl. JS girl leaves and heads home. I give her a tight hug goodbye. I really shouldn't be leading her on like this. She's a good girl, but I'm just not sexually attracted to her anymore. I open another dance set, but it's mediocre. I really need to work on my dance floor opens, and basically just need to watch and emulate MC bro on the dance floor more.

After awhile, I start dancing with the two black girls. I get up really close on one, and start whispering in her ear, cheek to cheek, and dirty dancing up close. I could've kiss closed, didn't really want to, but should've just for the practice.

I get opened by gorgeous CM girl that I see out all the time. We playfully shit each other after I tease her for being a party girl. She's really made up. She's with an Asian guy that I've seen out a lot. I greet him. He's got a nice haircut, black V neck, a watch, and matching necklace and bracelet. I smell #game. I go back to dancing with black girl. Last call gets sounded.

I go back to CM girl and Asian dude. We banter about being Asian. Apparently CM girl and her friend are both half Asian. Cue Weezer song. Goddamn these half-Japanese girls, they do it to me every time.

I number close the Asian dude lol. His game isn't strong but his look is good.

The other bros peace out, and I'm outside the venue, when the two black girls come out. I hug one of them and banter with both of them for awhile, they leave. I walk back to my car, and open a gorgeous tall girl walking next to me. We banter, and she gives me some unnecessary body contact. In retrospect, instead of parting ways when we got to a crosswalk, I should've stopped her and number closed, but she wasn't really my type (cute, innocent girl next door types that I feel is my duty to corrupt).

I head home and call it a night.

Analysis

I felt absolutely no approach anxiety the whole night. Great, awesome. It felt so normal and easy, despite not getting super duper reactions the whole night, but I don't really care about that. Each negative response, instead of lowering my mood, actually pumped my state. It was great. My confidence was high, and at the end of the night I felt really motivated to just start approaching a lot day game. It felt so easy, and there was no stress, and negative responses didn't matter at all. What is so hard about this? I promise to myself that I'm going to approach more during the day.

Night game is so spastic in nature and ADD oriented, and in loud venues it's tougher, because verbal game, where I feel my strength is, is shit. I'm probably more efficient in venues that allow for talking (aka yelling).

My physical game is really coming along, and I'm getting very comfortable with leaning in to whisper in the ear, hugging, and being more physical. Will keep working on this, and making arm / shoulder touches to emphasize points more natural and common. With the black girls, I didn't feel any anxiety over dirty dancing, getting up close, making really close eye contact, and whispering in her ear cheek to cheek. Should've been more physical with CM girl, next time I'm going to escalate on her.

Also, was more or less sober the entire night, only half a beer from winning a ski ball game. Sick!

Although I could practice my cold reading / etc. during the week, I'm going to focus more on just my non verbals, state, and physical game. Once my physical game comes along, I should be hitting the next level. That, and I'm going to day game more, and generate more leads. Keep playing, pimps!

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Constant improvement earns the cake, boys.

Saturday I wake up and do my morning run. On the trail, surprise, surprise, I run into MC bro and his mom. He challenges me to do some pushups, so I run back down the hill, then run back up, meet him and his mom at the top, and we crank out a bunch of pushups. We chat, shoot the shit, and I run back. I make myself less stinky, put some noms in my belly, and head to the brewery, where I meet him.

We chill at the brewery, socializing and having a great time, and eventually more bros come and meet us, including a new Asian bro that I met, NH bro. Basically a bunch of socializing, and I also randomly ran into NG and HR girl (awkward!) I basically still self amused, but they looked awkward as shit. I take a pic with a random girl with kitten pattern leggings as they looked on, peepin' some #game.

SM girl backs out of meeting up to rage that night because her friends weren't down. I meet up with NH bro, he's dressed up fly as fuck. We chat, I get some eyes from a blonde, I make an awkward comment a couple minutes later, laugh at myself, and pump my state more. Z bro arrives, buys us all shots, and we start dancing. I start socializing with everyone coming in. An older woman keeps dancing with us, beckoning us to dance when we stop, etc. etc. I dance fun style with her. A drunk girl that's Z's friend comes in and starts flirting with me. She talks very close, and I reciprocate by getting physical and talking very close.

Some more dancing later, a short but cute girl starts talking to me and NH bro, the two Asians. Proximity, eye contact, and touching is good, as I put my hand on her waist to make a point, she passively accepts. She introduces her to her chode-y boyfriend. Lol.

We peace and head to rec room. R girl, Z's friend, a hot blonde, arrives. I talk with her, she's very blasé. We do some dancing, I open some girls on the dance floor, get good reactions once, get blown out once, and in the middle of the fucking club a realization dawns on me: This place is a sea of anonymity. It really doesn't matter what the hell you do when you're out because everyone forgets everything in the end. Do you remember the guy in the corner? Do you think about that random person standing there? Do you even remember the random crazy dude doing crazy random things? Nope. It filled me full of care-freeness. At the same time, it popped another thought into my head: To stand out to these girls, you have to be different. You have to behave differently, you have to do different things, say different things, etc. etc.

I lean back, contemplating all this, and R girl engages me for the first time and comments on my people watching. I look at her, and she smiles at me. Interesting.

We leave after awhile, and head to Lucky Joe's. The drunk girl from earlier arrives, drunker than before, and is just a sloppy mess all over the place. I say a couple things, making R girl laugh. We move across the street to a pizza place. I peep some game from this bro, CJ bro, who's got a very asshole-based game. Still, I can learn shit from this guy. He does a great job of pushing drunk girl away from him the whole night, and the more he does, the more she chased him. His self amusement and entitlement muscles were strong.

I call it a night after taking pictures of R girl eating, showing them to her, and her laughing and trying to make me delete them. She's still very blasé.

The next morning, I meet JS girl at a coffee shop, do some more work, and peace out. She texts me, saying she wants to talk to me about something. Oh dear. Whatever, don't care at all. I think she probably wants more, but I don't want to give her more. I'm not even interested in sex with her anymore.

I download a new Jason Capital product on body language and power positions, study the shit out of it, and instantly start applying it. Here are some fixes to my game I'm going to incorporate:

Body Language / Eye Contact / Vocal Tonality- The grand trifecta. This shit is 70% of the whole pizza. I'm gonna work on not giving the girl my entire body language / attention, which I have been doing. Every interaction with anyone is a fucking chance to work on this. I love it.

I'm also practicing the 2 minute power rush he's advocating, to get more testosterone in my system and to improve everything about my body language.

I'm studying up on the Myers-Briggs Personality type test, and plan on using it as a cold-read / teaching a girl about herself technique. I'm going to develop my own technique, test it, and refine it in the field. Hopefully this will help with the cold approaches.

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Holy SHIT! This 2 minute power rush exercise is INSANE! I feel amazing all day, always in state, have better body language, and get all the benefits of having more testosterone and less cortisol in my system. This ain't a plug for Jason Capital or anything (ok maybe it is) but that dude is the man.

Tuesday I get an email from KF girl asking to have a review session for the test at 4:00. I call Adam Lyons (I requested it from his website) at 3:30, and we chat a bit. He sells me on an interpersonal attraction institute group thing. I'm MOTIVATED to improve!

Literally 5 girls show up for the review session. I think it was KF girl, ES girl (nerdy girl), AT girl (scared of dead birds girl), AB girl, and RW girl. I self amuse, everyone laughs and has a good time. We have a good review session, and at the end RW girl something I just found absolutely hilarious.

She's telling the other girls about her bracelet, and I start teasing, like I always do. I smirk, and joke, "Wow, that's so amazing. That's such an amazing bracelet. I can't believe how amazing it is." I'm such a smart-ass. I love it. She naturally shakes her head, rolls her eyes, and keeps telling them about the bracelet. Afterwards, she points to two things on her bracelet, says, "Stay humble at the top, stay hopeful at the bottom," does a suck-it gesture, and ends with "bitch!" I absolutely crack up and tell her I'm gonna steal that from her. Everyone leaves except AB girl, things are back to the way they were before the kiss, with some tension and attraction built from me being so preselected. She's giggling and smiling at me, and when she leaves, she says, "Maybe I'll see you at the library tonight". She responds to a couple snapchats I sent her during the review session of me making ridiculous faces, sending me one saying, "Thanks for those, they were lovely."

I change, head out for a run, and then lifted. Body felt like I had a fight with a gorilla yesterday. I go to the gas station and grab a protein shake after. Here was my interaction with the gorgeous cashier girl:

Me (from far away, spontaneously): You dyed your hair, didn't you.
Her (surprised): Yeah.
Me: Yeah, I thought I recognized the face, but not the hair.
Her: *giggle* Yeah I just dyed it recently.
Me *walks towards the cashier, turns around, thinks about buying something else for a second, then turns back and walks toward the cashier*: It used to be blonde, right?
Her: *giggle* Yeah.

Then a couple more exchanges and I was out. If I wanted to pursue the interaction some more, I would've kept running more attraction game until she was thoroughly hooked, did a little fluffing, and then number closed.

I pick up some food, hit up the library, and meet up with SM girl (we've been snap chatting about meeting up for awhile). I sit down with her and her friend, who introduces herself as Coral. I introduce myself as anemone, and we all have a laugh about that as I self amuse a bit more. I start taking my work out, and SM girl starts asking me a questions to instigate the conversation. How cute. We chat and laugh a bit, and intersperse work with conversation.

She's definitely the one seeking rapport, I note. She shows me a funny clip of a porn clip called "Great Black Shark". Lol. I used a lot of "we mentality" statements, like, "God we are so ridiculous," and "why do we always have the weirdest conversations?"

She shows me another clip called "Grapefruit Technique" (look it up on YouTube) that literally has me on the ground crying and laughing my face off for 15 minutes. A dude that keeps bringing SM girl food and drinks and shit and basically wants to have her babies comes over, I show him "Grapefruit Technique." He tries to invite her to lunch the next, she brushes him off hahahahaha. SM girl and my feet occasionally touch accidentally on purpose. We go back to working, and after awhile, I bust out of nowhere, "you know what I like about you?" She's like, "what?" I make laser eye contact and I tell her that she's more fun that other girls that I meet, that I love her energy (all stuff I think is true). Her eyes light up and she's like, wow, thank you! etc. etc. #game

She asks me about my work, I ask about hers. Her friend Coral eventually leaves. I take her spot (the back is to the wall, it's a more high status spot). She tells me she is applying for jobs in Maryland, I ask why, and she hesitates, and then tells me about her long distance bf of 1.5 years who they met on vacation and they've only done long distance. She doesn't like the east coast, but she's graduating and wants to go give it a shot. I tell her about the epic fail that was my moving to Buffalo to pursue HS girl. Then I told her about the weird open long distance thing we had been doing. We share epic heartbreak stories and get into deep emotional rapport. Her eyes soften up when I tell her mine, and she moves closer, like she wants to touch me. I laugh after a bit, and break the rapport with some humor.

I show her a video, she comes to my side, and our arms touch. The video finishes, she moves back. She tells me about how her father died when she was 16 and how she can't enjoy Thanksgiving because of it. Her eyes tear up and I feel like giving her a hug, but I don't. In retrospect, I should have and next time I will. We go back to work, and she says out of nowhere, "I think we are going to be really good friends." I know this girl is attracted to me, and that this is an attempt at keeping herself out of the danger zone.

We've got crazy emotional rapport now and attraction, and touch feels pretty natural. Then, surprise surprise, at like midnight, AB girl comes over, sits down, and we all chat and have a laugh. We show her the grapefruit technique video, she laughs her face off. After awhile, she peaces out, and SM girl and I walk out. In the parking lot, we share a hug, but it's a friendly hug, and I don't escalate the tension, which I should have. Called it a night. When I get home, she snapchats me a good night message or two. In the morning, she snapchats me again. This one's an interesting case.

Analysis

If this girl didn't have a bf I would've escalated on her pretty hard for sure. It being what it is, I should probably still escalate, cuz, who am I to deny her the pleasure of my escalation? She deserves it, she's an awesome girl. Plus, she's half Asian. DAYUM

The qualifying and interest showing is coming together. After just one practice try! "You know what I like about you?" followed by a sincere, specific compliment about her personality is just GOLD. It immediately showed enough intent that she had to slow it down with the friends comment. I definitely plan on using this as my go to method to show intent in the future.

Should've escalated more, was caught up in the emotional rapport and wasn't thinking clearly. The past couple weeks have been about me refocusing on every single interaction with a girl, and making sure to practice in EVERY SINGLE INTERACTION. That way, I get as much practice in as possible. This should've been no different. Stay tuned, playas!

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Wednesday night

Holy shit this week has been insane in terms of school work. Labs go swimmingly, and AB girl stays after as always, as does AH girl. We all chat and laugh for awhile. At night I meet up with SM girl for more studying. The rapport is getting deeper, and we sit next to each other this time. There's a lot of leg touching, arm touching, playful hitting, and even a back massage in there (her back was sore mmhmm sure I believe you). Nothing past that, though. She hasn't called her bf in awhile, and feels bad about it she is. Sure. She leaves, and AH girl and AB girl come and ask me questions about the test. I stay and do work till 2 am with them in the library. No real shenanigans, just a lot of self amusement.

I talked to a dating coach in Denver (about an hour away) who's apparently met Jason Capital and has been in the business for a long time. I'm meeting up with him in 2 weekends for some mentoring. PSYCHED

I might or might not sign up for Adam Lyons Inner group (about 200$ per month). We shall see.

I'm moved in to a new house and it is DOPE! I'm literally a 2 minute walk from my lab on campus, even closer than where I usually park my car from before. It's insane. I have all the work from the week done, so now it's time to unwind and catch up on some sleep. Wooooooooorrrrrrdddddddd

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Friday night

Level up! I love it when my game goes to the next level when a sticking point gets demolished.

SM girl keeps snap chatting me, and I usually respond, but I'm starting to subconsciously put in less and less effort.

My red collared shirt really stands out. I'm gonna start wearing this more on Friday nights, I always get good reactions from it.

I head to AG girl's house, and it's me, AG girl, RI bro, CP bro, AM girl. We chat, I self amuse. I yell at some kids off of the balcony. We watch the sunrise. We all make racist jokes, etc. etc. NS girl arrives. More bullshitting. It's fun, I haven't seen this group in awhile. AM girl tells me how SG girl was crazy (bipolar), and how she was talking shit about me because I interrupted her flute playing at a party by asking her if she could teach me to play the skin flute. AM girl says she backed me up, I told her I appreciated it.

AG's friend J girl arrives, she's cool, and moderately attractive. I tell her my name in a robot voice. Then I self amuse some more. Then I make a joke about her being old (30) that goes slightly over the line. I back up and apologize. I still self amuse. We talk about going to the hot tub. AM girl gives me some bikini bottoms and a top. I change into them. We all walk down to the hot tub.

I take off my shirt and pants to reveal my sexy ass bikini. Everyone is cracking up, and CP bro gets a picture with me posing. My ass cheeks are literally hanging out of the bottoms, and I get some compliments on my runner's ass.

We chill in the hot tub a bit before a security guard kicks us out. I stand up and start self amusing and joking with him. He can't stop laughing. We head back, and watch some Russell Peters. J girl and I have built some attraction and some comfort, it's good. She's a nurse, in graduate school, teaching bio, and is fluent in Spanish. Cool. I sit next to her on the couch, and it's close, but not touching. When I get up to leave, she tells me maybe she'll see me around campus.

I meet up with MC bro downtown at the restaurant he works at. He introduces me to two girls. I say hi to both, exchange names, then immediately go back to MC bro, tell him I need to pee, and peace. When I come back, I greet both girls again, self amuse a bit, then talk to MC bro again. Pressure on, pressure off.

We head to Drunken Monkey, the girls follow and start dancing and being girly, engaging us more and more. We head in, meet up with MO bro's girl, and BW bro. We chill, dance. The two girls get a fishbowl and tell me I need to help them with it.

Of these two girls, one is A girl, and the other is J girl (I think). A girl is a cute blonde. J girl is a shorter brunette, who's also cute, but has bigger boobs than I like. We head upstairs. I'm with all my boys. Z bro shows up. We all self amuse and have a good time. A girl and J girl are getting swarmed by a group of 4 dudes. After awhile they leave. I head in, self amuse more, and drink from their fishbowl.

J girl starts asking me questions, including the #whiteperson question: "where are you from originally?" Lol. I bust on her for it, then tell her. I tell her I'm half black. She believes me, lol. I run normal attraction game on her and A girl, they're starting to get hooked. When we drink from the fishbowl, our faces get really close, and I feel comfortable with the tension. I start getting handsy with the girls, they take it positively. I'm backing in and out by intermittently chatting with the bros.

I self amuse in front of MO bro's girl, and she starts laughing and touching me.

MC bro points out a 3 set, I go in immediately, no approach anxiety, like a fucking boss. In fact, I open so loudly that I scare the shit out of one of the girls. We use it as a great transition, and MC bro bounces in and we all start chatting. I switch positions with MC bro and chat with the blonde that I scared the shit out of. She's tall, skinny, and gorgeous. Slightly shy. I chat with her a bit, mostly comfort game, but her dumbass friend keeps trying to tear her away. Her friend hands her a phone and blonde starts talking on the phone. I turn to go back to bros, but she grabs my hand and motions that it'll only be a sec. That's the first really big IOI. I chat with bros a bit, and when she's done, I head back in. She's a journalist. She wants to stop sex trafficking in Fort Collins. I tell her I didn't even know we had that here. I lean in and then out to whisper. I grab her around the waist and pull her in for a hug, she gives me the side hug. I act like it's completely normal. She likes to hang out and hike outside of school. She's a junior at CSU. Blah blah blah. I tell her I'll take her hiking sometime. I number close her. Her name is M girl. She says she's going to put "Drunken Monkey" in the name (the venue) so that I remember her. That's the second big IOI. I chat a little bit more then bounce out. I am feeling really comfortable with the physicality now! YAY!

I bounce back and flirt with A girl and J girl some more. I find out J girl has a bf. I bounce to A girl and ask her some personal questions. They both work at a Wal-Mart pharmacy (I already teased them about that). But A girl really wants to help kids that are disadvantaged. I tell her I like that, that's it's a very giving goal, and that it's different from most people. I instantly get a good reaction, and she gets more and more hooked into the conversation. BINGO! I cold read label her as the oldest. She's shocked. I'm a bauss. We chat a bit more, then they have to go. I number close A girl on the premise that we are going to go hiking, she enthusiastically agrees, she LOVES hiking apparently.

The bros and I bounce to Lucky Joe's. When we get there, I see a girl from my Friday lab. We hug, and I chat with her. Then I chat with the dude sitting across from her. He gives me a crushing handshake, then later on he gets up and we chat about China and traveling. I stay a bit more, but that's pretty much it for the night, and I peace out.

ANALYSIS

Big changes to my game that have made a big difference: physicality feels normal now. Going to keep working on this. I'm hugging, leaning in, holding close proximity unflinchingly, all good things. Going to incorporate more hand holding and going to look for small escalation opportunities even more.

I've started qualifying better. When girls tell me something personal, I make sure to tell them I like that or I layer in how I like that with how that's different from others. This has really been a big game changer. Girls get great emotions from this, and approving of what they do and the things they share with you during comfort building definitely makes you seem higher status. I've seen the biggest differences with this with SM girl and A girl. Huge, huge, huge. Never knew how big of a difference this made, but I'm going to work on this a lot more now. This makes numbers feel more real rather than just getting flakes. Gotta do this more.

That's all folks! Keep gaming!

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Friday night

Level up! I love it when my game goes to the next level when a sticking point gets demolished.

SM girl keeps snap chatting me, and I usually respond, but I'm starting to subconsciously put in less and less effort.

My red collared shirt really stands out. I'm gonna start wearing this more on Friday nights, I always get good reactions from it.

I head to AG girl's house, and it's me, AG girl, RI bro, CP bro, AM girl. We chat, I self amuse. I yell at some kids off of the balcony. We watch the sunrise. We all make racist jokes, etc. etc. NS girl arrives. More bullshitting. It's fun, I haven't seen this group in awhile. AM girl tells me how SG girl was crazy (bipolar), and how she was talking shit about me because I interrupted her flute playing at a party by asking her if she could teach me to play the skin flute. AM girl says she backed me up, I told her I appreciated it.

AG's friend J girl arrives, she's cool, and moderately attractive. I tell her my name in a robot voice. Then I self amuse some more. Then I make a joke about her being old (30) that goes slightly over the line. I back up and apologize. I still self amuse. We talk about going to the hot tub. AM girl gives me some bikini bottoms and a top. I change into them. We all walk down to the hot tub.

I take off my shirt and pants to reveal my sexy ass bikini. Everyone is cracking up, and CP bro gets a picture with me posing. My ass cheeks are literally hanging out of the bottoms, and I get some compliments on my runner's ass.

We chill in the hot tub a bit before a security guard kicks us out. I stand up and start self amusing and joking with him. He can't stop laughing. We head back, and watch some Russell Peters. J girl and I have built some attraction and some comfort, it's good. She's a nurse, in graduate school, teaching bio, and is fluent in Spanish. Cool. I sit next to her on the couch, and it's close, but not touching. When I get up to leave, she tells me maybe she'll see me around campus.

I meet up with MC bro downtown at the restaurant he works at. He introduces me to two girls. I say hi to both, exchange names, then immediately go back to MC bro, tell him I need to pee, and peace. When I come back, I greet both girls again, self amuse a bit, then talk to MC bro again. Pressure on, pressure off.

We head to Drunken Monkey, the girls follow and start dancing and being girly, engaging us more and more. We head in, meet up with MO bro's girl, and BW bro. We chill, dance. The two girls get a fishbowl and tell me I need to help them with it.

Of these two girls, one is A girl, and the other is J girl (I think). A girl is a cute blonde. J girl is a shorter brunette, who's also cute, but has bigger boobs than I like. We head upstairs. I'm with all my boys. Z bro shows up. We all self amuse and have a good time. A girl and J girl are getting swarmed by a group of 4 dudes. After awhile they leave. I head in, self amuse more, and drink from their fishbowl.

J girl starts asking me questions, including the #whiteperson question: "where are you from originally?" Lol. I bust on her for it, then tell her. I tell her I'm half black. She believes me, lol. I run normal attraction game on her and A girl, they're starting to get hooked. When we drink from the fishbowl, our faces get really close, and I feel comfortable with the tension. I start getting handsy with the girls, they take it positively. I'm backing in and out by intermittently chatting with the bros.

I self amuse in front of MO bro's girl, and she starts laughing and touching me.

MC bro points out a 3 set, I go in immediately, no approach anxiety, like a fucking boss. In fact, I open so loudly that I scare the shit out of one of the girls. We use it as a great transition, and MC bro bounces in and we all start chatting. I switch positions with MC bro and chat with the blonde that I scared the shit out of. She's tall, skinny, and gorgeous. Slightly shy. I chat with her a bit, mostly comfort game, but her dumbass friend keeps trying to tear her away. Her friend hands her a phone and blonde starts talking on the phone. I turn to go back to bros, but she grabs my hand and motions that it'll only be a sec. That's the first really big IOI. I chat with bros a bit, and when she's done, I head back in. She's a journalist. She wants to stop sex trafficking in Fort Collins. I tell her I didn't even know we had that here. I lean in and then out to whisper. I grab her around the waist and pull her in for a hug, she gives me the side hug. I act like it's completely normal. She likes to hang out and hike outside of school. She's a junior at CSU. Blah blah blah. I tell her I'll take her hiking sometime. I number close her. Her name is M girl. She says she's going to put "Drunken Monkey" in the name (the venue) so that I remember her. That's the second big IOI. I chat a little bit more then bounce out. I am feeling really comfortable with the physicality now! YAY!

I bounce back and flirt with A girl and J girl some more. I find out J girl has a bf. I bounce to A girl and ask her some personal questions. They both work at a Wal-Mart pharmacy (I already teased them about that). But A girl really wants to help kids that are disadvantaged. I tell her I like that, that's it's a very giving goal, and that it's different from most people. I instantly get a good reaction, and she gets more and more hooked into the conversation. BINGO! I cold read label her as the oldest. She's shocked. I'm a bauss. We chat a bit more, then they have to go. I number close A girl on the premise that we are going to go hiking, she enthusiastically agrees, she LOVES hiking apparently.

The bros and I bounce to Lucky Joe's. When we get there, I see a girl from my Friday lab. We hug, and I chat with her. Then I chat with the dude sitting across from her. He gives me a crushing handshake, then later on he gets up and we chat about China and traveling. I stay a bit more, but that's pretty much it for the night, and I peace out.

ANALYSIS

Big changes to my game that have made a big difference: physicality feels normal now. Going to keep working on this. I'm hugging, leaning in, holding close proximity unflinchingly, all good things. Going to incorporate more hand holding and going to look for small escalation opportunities even more.

I've started qualifying better. When girls tell me something personal, I make sure to tell them I like that or I layer in how I like that with how that's different from others. This has really been a big game changer. Girls get great emotions from this, and approving of what they do and the things they share with you during comfort building definitely makes you seem higher status. I've seen the biggest differences with this with SM girl and A girl. Huge, huge, huge. Never knew how big of a difference this made, but I'm going to work on this a lot more now. This makes numbers feel more real rather than just getting flakes. Gotta do this more.

That's all folks! Keep gaming!

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What's up all! Haven't posted in like a week. Finals are coming up, and big dog's been busy.

That being said, most of the past week has involved hanging out with SM girl, as she regularly invites me to events, food, and library time. She's one of those girls, though, that has a million dude friends, and is bi, so we talk about cute girls together.

Lifting has been going better, and school has been pretty solid.

Last night was eventful!

JK bro texts me to meet at Trailhead at 8, and I text a metric shit-ton of people to meet up at the same time. J girl responds with enthusiasm, and I expected the interaction with her to go swimmingly, if her texts were any indication. She was initiating texts, taking it to a flirty level, etc etc.

JK bro, C bro, and R bro meet me at Trailhead, and we start bullshitting, talking about their road trip down the west coast and random shit. I've been concentrating on using gestures more and more, and keeping my hands moving the whole time I'm talking. Pretty soon I start self amusing like crazy and put myself in a great state.

J girl arrives, and immediately buys us all beers. Dayum! She's a tall dark haired girl, speaks fluent Spanish, and has traveled to like 25 different countries. She starts engaging, she brings an upbeat, energetic vibe, and I dig it. I do some ninja maneuvering and after some bullshitting we isolate and start talking that real shit. She asks me about China, and we chat about traveling. I vaguely remember qualifying her somehow by telling her something I liked about her, but I completely forget what it is now. We both starting getting touchier with each other, and the proximity and eye contact starts ramping up.

Her 2 friends arrive, E girl and K girl. E girl is sort of crazy, and K girl is normal. Both are not attractive.

I interact with them both, joke around a bit, and switch back to the male group. After awhile, I rejoin the girl group, J girl talks to just me again. Now the proximity and touching is really on, with some deep, powerful eye contact. I say something random (I forget all my verbals by now, they're less important) and then hug her. We finish our beers and bounce to Lucky Joe's.

When we get there, I talk with the bros and a new girl that came in, a blonde named Haley (H girl). I ask her if the comet is named after her, she giggles (obviously). More chatter. H girl asks me my name and some other shit. I oblige. J girl waves me over, I walk over and engage them. JK bro comes over in a little bit. All of us bullshit a bit.

After bullshit upon bullshit, the rest of the crew comes over to us. We finish our drinks and head to blind pig. The table is divided up guys and girls, and I'm sitting with H girl between J girl and I. J girl gets me another two beers. I chat with H girl about her 4 year old!!!! daughter and her veganism. We talked that real, but I didn't qualify with any statements of interest on her (I wasn't actually interested in her). I tell H girl to switch seats with me so J girl will get the pleasure of sitting next to me, she complies. J girl drops that she does Jiu Jitsu and Muay Thai. AAAAAHHHHH!!!!! + 5 million points!!

She tells me about a time she got assaulted (didn't get raped). Emotional connection, but not really, because she didn't flesh the story out. We talk some more. E girl and K girl eventually get up to leave. We bullshit some more, mostly just me and the dudes. I stand up to leave, J girl comes up to me, gets in real close, so I put my hands on her waist. She pushes her face up close to me, and tells me to kiss her. I kiss her, and we make out in broad daylight standing in front of the table with the bros. I can feel them avert their eyes. Peep dat game, homies. We waltz on out of there, and all of us hit Slyce, with some late night pizza.

We head in, I self amuse, and J girl and I make out again. Bros be peepin'. She's texting her friend that she doesn't need a ride. Good sign, time to think logistics. After pizza, she tells me she's going home. I ask her for a ride to my car. We walk to her car. As soon as we get in, I ask her for a ride home, because I was too drunk (I wasn't). She complies. We start making out at each red light. Because I moved and I'm right next to campus now, I take her on an adventure inside the academic buildings (as a grad student I have keys). She pushes me into an abandoned lecture room, we start making out, and she starts unbuckling my pants. I can feel that I wasn't going to get hard, so I make up some excuse about being seen, and take her to another area. She tries to unbuckle my pants again, succeeds, before I stop her again. I think I was gonna have a problem getting hard.

We go up a flight, and go into the lab I teach at. Clothes start flying off, she kneels down and puts me in her mouth, but I still can't get hard. We lay down on the cold ass floor, she gets on top of me, we make out. I flip her around, go down on her. After awhile, we stop and I tell her she should sleep over.

We head to my place, she puts her stuff down, and she realizes that she's missing her phone. We head back to the academic building, I find her phone in the first lecture room, and we head back to my place. In the driveway, she tells me she's just dropping me off and heading home. I tell her she should stay the night. She tells me she can't. I ask why not. She says I'm dangerous. She tells me she's done her research, and her intelligence gathers that I just like to mess around with girls casually for fun, and that I'm charming, smart, funny, and cute so I can get away with it. My ego swells with pride. I tell her that she should anyways, because I actually like her. She's on the fence, and I drop the bomb: "Plus, I've got ice cream in the freezer." BOOM! Done.

We clean up, brush our teeths, and go to bed. Make out a bunch more, cuddle, talk about her secret society experiences (skull and bones), and go to sleep.

In the morning, I wake up as she's getting dressed to leave. I ask her if she's scurrying off. I joke around a bit, convince her to stay for a bit, and we cuddle and chat some more. She starts touching me in naughty places, and I get hard. I tell her to put her mouth on it, she complies. She gives me a decent BJ, not the best, but not the worst. I tell her to take her pants off. I stroke myself to maintain my erection, and am sort of afraid that I'm going to lose it again, so like an absolute moron I forgo the condom and just stick it in her. We do the dirty dance, she tells me to cum in her mouth, I oblige. We cuddle a bit more and then she peaces out. Tonight, I'll see her at AG girl's Italian dinner party.

Takeaway!

Generally, you want to reward a girl's interest with interest of your own. Finally switched this sticking point around. It's what made it so on with J girl.

This night was a great lesson in solving logistics. I baby stepped it, and solved logistics like a ninja. I'm so glad I stocked the freezer with ice cream earlier in the week specifically for this exact type of situation (even though we didn't eat any).

Girls love adventures, and the academic buildings provided one. I wish I coulda gotten hard in there, it woulda made for a good story.

That's all folks! Keep gaming, keep improving!

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Ok, yeah I know. My posting frequency has gone down. Shut it. I'm gonna flip that shit, because journaling is central to improvement. Maybe not central. But integral. Definitely integral. And by the way, I'm gonna mess with my writing style, and start posting everything about my life and use this more for me, instead of just as a pickup journal. Deal with it, homies.

That being said, I'm gonna start off by recounting shit with girls. Yesterday was Monday, and I started the day off with an hour run. Then I stuffed my face with carbs and proteins, studied for an hour, watched "Suits" some more, and had a lab meeting. I normally don't watch media as much as this, but I'm using the excuse that Harvey Specter is a good high status male character study. The truth is, it's a fucking good show with some brilliant banter that's useful for attraction game.

AB girl texts me after the lab meeting wanting to meet up for dinner and studying. Unfazed smells blood in the water. I had studied with her on Sunday, and the attraction spark has been reignited. If y'all fools don't remember AB girl, she's a damn cute 19 year old brunette into dance, rugby, and animals. Look back a couple posts to find our little kiss adventure.

I bike up to the dining hall, and she's sitting on a rock waiting for me. It's quite unfair how this girl radiates joy, carefree-ness (is that a word?), and beauty. How am I supposed to resist? *shakes head*

I toss out some brilliant banter lines like I do, and she laughs on cue. Girls are so much more attractive when they smile, giggle, and laugh. We head in, and she guest swipes me in. I tell the cute cashier this girl is my sugar momma. She laughs on cue. BOOM

We grab food, and after a few more minutes of casual banter, we start exchanging personal stories. She tells me about some car crashes, I tell her about some of mine. She keeps asking for more stories. I'm like dayum girl hold up. She is more and more animated telling her stories, more animated than before, and I can tell that the personal connecting and the emotional story telling is making it more on than before.

I qualify her somehow, I don't remember the exact line, but it went somewhere along the lines of, "I like blah blah blah about you. It's different." BOOM

She qualifies me back, saying she likes how I have a sense of humor where I find everything funny. #game

She starts telling me more and more stories. I ask her about rugby and dance, and have her describe to me why she likes them. She tells me about her knee surgery, and how much she misses rugby and dance. I should've shared a story where I couldn't do something I loved to do, because of injury, but instead I just empathize by saying something along the lines of, "wow that must've been frustrating."

I make sure to pepper in some attraction game to spike the emotions every once in awhile. It's pretty freakin' on.

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On the way out the door, AB girl and I spot a stress-ball making RA program. We stop and participate. There's some flirty debating going on over whose stress ball is more gangsta. I'm standing real close and giving her the laser eyes. Tension creeps up.

She starts telling me ANOTHER story as we walk out. I grab my bike, and we're walking side by side, when I tell her, "wait." I pull her in, palm the back of her head, and bring her in for the kiss. She hesitates at first, because we're in plain sight, and if someone recognizes us I would get fired instantly as a TA, but then she settles into it. She pulls back, and says, "wow, you really just go for it and don't care what people think." Damn right, skippy.

I transition back, "you were saying?" She tries to pick up her story where she left off, but stumbles. I ask her smugly if I interrupted her train of thought. She's like, "no..." but still is stumbling to pick up her story where it left off. Roflcopter

We study in a secluded area for awhile, still basking in the flow of oxytocin, and I was looking forward to a night of studying interspersed with making out, when AH girl, a skinny ADD blonde, stops and joins us. Damn this girl can talk. She's one of THOSE girls. Not saying she's not nice or whatever, but her mouth won't stop spouting random shit if you don't stop it.

We chat for awhile, but eventually I just put on my headphones and focus on studying. The three of us find an abandoned lecture room and basically spend the entire night studying, chatting, and napping. In the morning, I head to my final and absolutely crush the shit out of it. You know how we Asians do. I leave the exam, and AB girl sends me a sweet text:

"Thank you so much for helping, you're the best. I'm sorry for being negative and stuff lol I know I'll do okay and like you said I'll do my best and it will be fine no matter what but I just wanted to say I appreciate your support good luck on your exam even though you won't need it"

I head home after the exam and black the fuck out for 2 hours. I realize that I was missing my keys, and go on a crazy goose chase all over campus, and eventually find out that a professor picked them up. I meet up with RW girl after for studying for the next exam.

RW girl and I find a study room, and I teach her all about how muscles work. We're joking around, being goofy, and it's a fun SPAM. Dat banter tho. She's excited that she suddenly understands more, and comments on how she'd be doing so much worse without me. #DatTeacherGame

Actually, that's some real creepy shit. Just to set the record straight, I don't hit on students. I just do my thing, and students show interest in me, and then I reward that interest.

Somehow it comes up that I've biked across the US a bunch of times. She's skeptical. I show her a video I spliced together and some photos. I should put these in a folder labeled "DHV". She's amazed, and we talk about her travel plans as well as mine. BOOM emotional connection. I really need to freaking use this more because the video I made of my trip is DOPE. It brings all sorts of good emotions up for the girls, and shows some of my most cherished memories.

We head out to dinner, and along the way we're joking around, and she suddenly tells me that she used to be anorexic. We're building all the rapport here. I ask her about that for a bit, and then I qualify her, saying that she seems so confident and comfortable with herself now, and I liked that about her. I drop a bomb on her: My mom had cancer last year (she survived). I tell her about that experience, and we bond further. We get to a Noodle Bowl place, pig out, and joke around some more. We talk about hiking, I tell her we have to check out Grey Rock, a mountain close by.

We head out, and joke about hitting up ColdStone, but the line is hella long. We head back, grab an empty room, and study up on hormones. We're still joking around, and it's feeling more and more comfortable with her. After studying some, we peace out and call it a night.

Did I mention that I took my first Colorado bong hit with RW girl and her friend (also my student) MW girl? It was on Thursday night, and it was an interesting experience. They introduced me to bong hits, and then we went to Qdoba and laughed our asses off. Great time.

RW girl is a blondie with a pretty face and a good body. She's energetic, fun, and has a great smile. Unfortunately, she's got a long distance bf in Iowa, like 10 hours away. If she didn't, I'd be all up in dat. As it is, I'm enjoying being friends with her, and she's going to be here this summer! Woot woot

MW girl is a smarty pants brunette, with a pretty face and body, but is less fun / energetic than RW girl, making her less attractive. She's still cute tho, and will be working in my lab next year.

I haven't really built any physical rapport with RW girl because she seems less comfortable with it. Some girls are easy and hug often, while others breaking the touch barrier is a bigger deal because they have less experience.

One final left, and this one's easy. Let's kick this summer off the right way. This marks one year since I've been in Colorado, and it's been such a fantastic experience. I can't remember all the beautiful girls I've interacted with and the experiences I've accumulated, and the growth I've undergone. I'm remembering to enjoy the journey, and not necessarily to keep yearning for the end. Another year, bring it on. I can't wait!

As far as game goes, I'm getting more and more comfortable with showing interest and qualifying, and connecting emotionally is much easier after that, as girls are willing to open up to you more. After that, if you've shown interest well, physical escalation is a piece of cake. The last month has been huge for my game because of this!

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The first level-up involves mastery of attraction. When a playa learns how to make girls laugh and how to get good reactions, it gets so addicting that that's all he does. This gets girls attracted to him, but not to consistently sleep with him.

The second level-up involves being able to make a connection with a girl. The playa has done attraction game for so long that it's just how his brain works. He doesn't have to "game" or anything, it just comes out because it's just natural. Showing interest, qualification, and emotional rapport are the keys here.

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After a 3 hour afternoon nap to recover from my epic all-nighter, RW girl texts me to study more. We meet up and find an empty study room, where we learn about hormones together (not a euphemism). It's fun and productive, and she's getting really comfortable and goofy around me.

We move rooms and study some more, and share different music tastes. More people from our class join us, including a cute-ish girl and an annoying as fuck dude. He's one of those dudes that constantly is saying things to show how cool he is. I basically spend the entire time self amusing and ignoring said dude.

The time for the test comes, goes, and afterwards RW girl invites me to Dunkin Donuts with her. We head to her car, blast music, and drive there. Some greasy food and 25 munchkins later, we head to the library, where I'm supposed to meet a horde of girls to help them study for Vertebrates. Along the way, RW girl asks me if we can still hang out next year even if we don't have any classes together. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

We get to the library, grab a room, and eventually MW girl and MM girl show up. MW girl I already described (from a couple posts ago) and MM girl was the one that sewed my jacket up. She's a definite cutie, with a good personality, and definitely into me. Too bad she's leaving for the summer

She starts flirting and bantering with me off the bat, and more girls show up. AT girl arrives, and KF girl as well. AB girl comes, and tells us that AH girl wants us to move downstairs. I go downstairs, and apparently AH girl is having a nervous breakdown. Holy shit there's a lot of estrogen flying everywhere. I calm AH girl down by validating her emotions, and then go upstairs and convince everyone to come downstairs cuz I'm a jedi like that.

Now it's me and a horde of girls, and I take turns answering questions for them all. MM girl sits next to me and flirts with me the whole time, throwing animal crackers at me, teasing me, etc. etc. After a long time, one by one they eventually peace out, and it's left to AB girl, AH girl, and KB girl, another girl from a class I TA that came in later. The whole time I was answering 2 questions at once and talking to everybody. It was an insane circus shit show.

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