| My name is Jonathan and I am 20 years old. Born and raised in Columbus, OH... Long story short, I am just getting over learned helplessness and depression, well trying to anyways... I have never had a girlfriend and Im still a virgin. 2 Years ago, when I was 18 I decided to change my life, I was 325 pounds, and just looked disgusting (no offense to overweight people) I am now just under 220 Pounds, 6ft. I dress better now and feel better overall... This year I actually made a big step and started talking to girls, the problem is they're just friends and I only have 2 of them ctfu.
Every since I could remember I have had social anxiety, it got so bad that I dropped out of High School and did home online schooling (big mistake) I spent 4 years in nearly complete isolation, I forgot all my social skills that I had, and I became very depressed, after awhile I decided to reconnect with some of my old friends... etc,etc, etc.... Ended up with me trying to kill myself because I "fell in love" (scarcity) with my best friends girlfriend, and after being rejected one to many times, I thought there was no hope for me...
The last 3-4 months I have learned more about women through Youtube and books (RSDNation, The Game Book, etc etc) What I am asking for is a mentor in the Columbus, OH area, someone to really take me out and push me to do well with women. I've been trying to do it by myself but havent had any luck... I am proud of myself though because 4 years ago I would have never thought I could just go up to a random girl and talk to them. Now I at least try but still... fail... If anyone is Columbus is open to mentoring someone even just for an hour, I think it would help me a lot. Thank You! and hope to hear from you soon!
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