About a week ago was the 3rd time that I had sex in three years. Last time was halloween. This is the most attractive women that I had and it didn't last long enough. I pulled out after a couple of strokes licked her vagina an got soft because I couldn't find the hole again so we stopped. I haven't had the real urge to masturbate after that. It's really strange especially considering how many times a week that I would. I don't feel depressed or anxious just not as horney, which is all the more strange because I go to a cosmotolegy school where there's hot young pussy around every corner. Wtf is up with this? Is this normal and has this happened to anyone else?

I guess it's just proven that you didn't have enough life force (Elan Vital) to remain hard. In the face of the beautiful woman, your masculinity failed you.

This conscious experience was then processed by your subconscience in the sense of "I'm just not cut out for sex", reducing your horny appetite. I mean tons of guys fantasize about being hard in front of a girl, making love to her as she undresses - if your manhood fails in the critical moment, there's no point to continue the fantasies.

Everything will course correct. Just when the time is right keep meeting women and all will most likely be fine.

Before that I hadn't jacked off for 2 days. I had the force I just couldn't find the hole and got back into my head. Why don't I have the desire to masterbate now and has that part happened to you? I got the head and pussy and just don't feel like jacking off.