| What should I do?
Here's my story :
I was partying at my friends house in the city one weekend, his girlfriend, invited her very
attractive friend to hangout with us.
The three of us drove out to pick her up. Then we arrived in front of her building. To my surprise, she was a HB 8-9.
At one point, she just openly said she was looking to have sex and didn't care how, she just wanted it. she said this to me in front of my friends I was shocked. I didn't even know what to say/think or feel. Needless to say, i was completely thrown off by her statement.
Later on that night, we went to a local club in Chicago. I have had good times at this club before with my friends, but never went sarging in a place like that, let alone bring a HB8-9 with us. I didn't know how to handle myself in that environment , especially with a HB on my immediate radar.
I became super aloof pretending to have a good time, but inside i was wreck. my inner game was completely shot, and i was a long way from being in state. I felt like i couldn't display value, or create attraction. At this point, i was being a total chode. I ended up at the side tables next to the dancefloor with her. Long story short, i was so boring and un-engaging that; another guy came up and sat next to her. He started talking to her, and within 5 mins, they were making out right next to me.
My friends refused to go back, (i was staying at his house for the weekend in the city). So, i couldn't really get out of the situation.
Talk about a snowball effect. Ever since this happened it has shattered my inner game (or what little i actually had). Eventually, i came to terms with what happened. In the back of my mind, i remembered what she said, that she wanted to have sex no two ways about it. She was going home with me anyway.
I figured i had another chance, after all, she pretty much outright stated "fuck me". "i just want to have sex, its been too long" So while continuing to play the roll of the third wheel chode, i managed to blow the easiest opportunity where I could have gotten laid with HB9.
Sine this happened, I have watched The Blue Print Decoded.
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