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Because I was so bored I decided to go with my friends to near willage party. Before that I was playing darts with my friends and drink czech beer at our favourite pub. I really like waitress in this pub. She has dark hair, blue eyes, she looks like my avatar and every look from her is beautiful. Only reason why I don´t tell her about my feelings is that she is 27 and I am just 23 and I am looking some girl about less 23.
After that we moved into party I have mentioned. There was a dancefloor, so I decided to go there. First lady who was attractive to me I started to dance. She was funny and I tried to do some dancefloor things with her and she liked it. After dance I got number from her and come back to my friends. After some brilliant stories of my good friend I went pee. After that thing I approached two girls and one guy. Girls loved me and because one of them feeled that I want her friend she decided to go with her friend out. After some small conversation with that HB8 I decided number closed her. After some small things I MC closed her. She was so sweet. I love that young girls she love kissing. I did terrible wrong mistake and didn´t try go with her on some another place to fuck her. She dicaded come to her friends.
After that I just danced with some chicks at dancefloor but most of chick there had a boyfriend. They are most aggressive but I had good friends in this place and I just dancing with them. I feel so embarrasment that I haven´t any goal at this party. That week was so terrible. I had just one blowjob from one chick form Tuesday, but her mouth was brilliand:-).

I am so sorry for my bad English but now I want just write some words and sentences in English with my small vocabulary. I have to do degree examination next week at wednesday and after that I want write more beautiful novels because I am going to learn English more effectively.

I just had a date with one of chicks from party I wrote about last time. She is cute but not very clever and I knew that before date so I decided make date like combination of beautiful experience and a date. She is from city which is near beautiful dam with awesome landscape. So I picked her up in her city and went to dam by car. That view was awesome and after that we went find scenic view in a forest. Before I found right way she blowed my cock and after that I finally saw that amazing view from rock in the forest.

My name StreetArtist007 is by reason that I love streetgame but now I live in a small village and there is not good idea make it. After my state examination I want live in big city where streetgame can be played and also I want write for feedback (so I want to write some stuff where I have problems)

And one question for guys who read my diary. I have big problem with lovingness. I met girl who was best for me but I had a big mistake and after that I didn´t get her. I think about her like she was the one. And the question is for some older guys. Do you have some girlfriend and think about some girl from the past? I mean are you happy with another girl but sometimes think about girl you loved? I know is too late but I am so afraid If I can meet some girl like her.

StreetArtist007

Fisrtly some small topic about my last paragraph from previous post:
I moved to new flat one year ago and I got to know 4 years older girl. In that time I wanted to pick-up another girl so firstly I didn´t think about her but I played with her just for fun, told her funny things etc. One day she asked me out for running so I went and I kissed her but her taste was horrible for me. I didn´t fuck her but after some time I started to feel desperate and even if I logically knew about her problem I fell in love with her. I wanted to be with her and she fucked me off. It´s very funny and I found protection against these things like keep self-confident higher.
To make this I found out is the best is to pay attension for all parts of life (sport, friends, hobbies and pick-up better girls!)
The last one I found today. I´m on Erasmus abroad and I got to know one girl here who is cute and beautiful. I thought she liked me but unfortunatelly I only played with her but after that I tried to ask her out by facebook. I think it´s not the problem but I know that asking face-to-face is simply better. She didn´t reply me anything..
Today I had to do my homework with one girl who is more beautiful than the girl who I was talking about before. And I felt so happy in her company so I simply stopped to think about the girl before. So simple.
The bad thing is that I started to think about second girl but because I immediately asked her out and she fucked me off I didn´t have time for think about her so now I feel free without any loving emotions .

The most important is that even if I do sport, hobby or I´m with my friends I still can think about the girl who I´m fell in love. But If I´m in company of more attractiove girl I stop to think about girl who is my one-ities.

There are 2 girls who like me but they aren´t like girls above and I´ve read articles about desperate men where was written that going out with girls under level is desperate. But what can I do? Be alone? I think it´s better just fuck anybody instead of masturbation even if I don´t like them.

I´m going to stay abroad for 3 or 4 weeks more so tomorrow I will try pick-up some girls on street and ask out the two worse girls. Because what else Can I do? Nothing.

URGENT!! ASK FOR YOUR OPINIONS!!

One girl helped me with homework, she smiled, we touched each other but I was scared from asking her out because I was stupid. So at least I wrote her on fb.

me: Hi, teacher likes the video . I want to repay you it and I was thinking about visiting the blabla in blablablal with you if you like such a place

hb: Heey ım glad to hear that she likes our video aa thank u you really dont need to do that )

me: i think it can be nice on sunday because even if the weather will not be good, it´s covered and you will be relaxed before exams

hb: Aa thank u but on sunday ı need to meet my friend because she will ho to her hometown on monday but really thank u )

me: you´re welcome

MY QUESTION IS IF YOU KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE IF THERE SOME WAYS EXIST. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE