Th girls that I'm gaming on, only see me as a friend. LIke this one chick FALLON6, I thought she called me but she was like, "I don't think so...I doubt it!" translating: I don't plan on calling you!

So, these are the girls at work that I normally sarge. however, I'm in a rough position which you guys won't understand. I have no car -DLV, I live in Trinity (A place to help mental disorders such as depression and shit like that) - DLV, I work at walmart as a cart boy - DLV, I struggle paying my bills - DLV.

It seems like I have a DLV lined up against me, doesnt it? I thought so! I'm fucked guys! I need to publish this book I'm writing about FAS (Fetal Alcohol Syndrome). I'm gonna finish the book by somewhere near August. I already have a publisher wanting to pushlish the book-so my foot is in the door. I just have to make it sound and sell good!

Anyways, what should I do guys? Should I wait until I publish my book and then start making a life out of myself. The only DHV I have is that I have my own place, i'm confident in some situations and when I'm not I act like it. I have a sense of humor, I like to joke around and socialize. I like having fun and shit like that! So I have a couple good DHV's but still I'm not in a right position for gaming and dating right now.

So what should I do?

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you have other positive aspects in your life too, you just might not realize it, such as:

you have a job
you are doing something to better yourself, instead of just sittin around and talking about it.


i too do not have a car, im the same age as you, i just learned how to drive about a year ago(its a long story)

we all have our demons, but its how we deal with them that defines who we are. you are strong, you are doing the right thing! hang in there and keep doing what you are doing, things will pick up.

tom petty said it best when he said "some days are diamonds, some days are rocks"

we all have rough days, and some times it can be discouraging, you are not alone.

congrats on the book, thats cool that you write, creativity is a gift, use it, explore all your interests.

dont worry about trying to game those who already know you, just have fun with them, they are your friends, you need your friends to stay your friends, they are your support group, game chicks you dont know, its much easier and you get to meet new people as well, besides you might find someone you really like thats better suited for a gf than one of your friends.

we all have sticking points, we just have to work them out. youll be ok man

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true, you have a benefit a lot of people don't have... you work with them, you have multiple oppurtunities to display your sense of humor and personality. if you walk around like you are the shit, people will believe it only if you do. what i would do is act like it's a transitional phase and you're on to bigger and better things, like schooling and writing. i would recommend the NLP confidence piece...

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