| 2 months ago I met a girl while on holiday (this was before I knew anything of PUA techniques etc.). She was the waitress at the hotel I was staying at, and somehow I managed to go out to a few bars with her after her work. Here's the catch, i'm 16, she's 23, HB 8/9 all day long. She wouldn't stop hugging on the journey to the bar, and after the night out she asked for my number and that we should meet up the night after (yeah I know...).
We then spend pretty much the next 8 days together, going for walks, watching movies on our own in a sort of games room thats always emtpy in the hotel. And, being the coward I am, never made a move. But i'm just completly confused as to how she see's me. Part of me is desperatly hoping she likes me, where as the more logical part of me thinks that she see's me as JF's. And thanks to my lack of guts I fear I have now secured our relationship firmly into the LJBF catagory, but i'm still not certain
To furtherly confuse matters, i've decided that i am going to torture myself by meeting up with her again (I am going on holiday again to where she is working) at easter. Which would make it 3 months since i've seen her. I've kept in contact with her, but made sure I wasn't calling more than once every 2 weeks or so.
So, put me out of my misery, is it all over for my chances of a close, or is there some way of somehow recovering this relationship. Oh and I still dont know AT ALL how she feels about me, this is by far, the most confusing situation I have been in.
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