Its has been 30, 40? 50, maybe even like 70 days since i cold approached. What the fuck is wrong with me? Im a lazy fucking stoner.. especially when im living in this city. Its in northern ontario. I fucking mean it theres like 2 maybe 1 "city(ies)" north of me. Im at the end of the fucking world here. 3 hours from toronto, 4 from Ottawa (Fuck you ISIS ima get u motherfuckers), and 6 hours from Montreal (My city of first times for everything worth achieving as a teen), and about 20 times smaller. This city's gay right now... I'm turning 20 soon it aint the time to be living in my apocalypse retreat. Gimme da fucking city life.. its pathetic im literally different in montreal. I get the french girls wet with "Hi", only got to confirm it twice tho. I mean it boys i lost my virginty and later that weekend. Pap nigga.. my social/dating/game/bar life just fucking died on me i live on a lake 15 mins from a small town fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Ive wheeled three girls since i moved.. all in less than 5 minutes (awsome right? There 4,5 and 6

yeah i learn fast) but i honestly dont care because "no pussy, why fret?" I need montreal. I havent had a chance to cold approach in montreal since i got laid.. im pissed. Nigga
Im white..
Fuck it though... im stuck here til april better make the best of it, actually learn and go to class change my life.. man fuck it i cant use that as an excuse im setting a goal to get 10 lays before first year ends, 1 before my birthday, (1 month) +bday sex for first time. There we go... rant over.
Oh.. and I just wanna say that I lost my virginity to an 18 year old absolute beaut so cute that I honestly hope she becomes ma babymamaa. She gon be single though
