You are absolutely right. With all the women i have ever been with i still cant get over the mother of my kids and its been over a year since we have been separated.

yes i have learned that lesson now haha but its all good theres more to this whole game than being happy. I want more than the gratification of a good lover. I want to be an independent human being who gives no fucks what other people are doing. I want more than just to sleep with other people, I want to LEARN. I cannot grow in the comfort zone of a relationship, I have already done that. I need to see the world for what it is, a lonely place where you are on your own. Then I will grow, become more resilient, and when I am much older I will be in a position where I can do things RIGHT. Relationships are like cars and this was my beater. Hit 100 curbs never changed the oil and when I go get my brand new lambo when I am older I will treat it well.

Problem solved, mama didn't raise no bitch