I just 'released' after 3 days.

what I was thinking for the past three days seems like a dream and I feel like my confidence was shattered just now.

I've been stressing over moving away for the past week, over thinking every situation and when I actually start doing something to reflect my thinking It gave my mind a new direction .

Now all I can think about is postponing it, or instead of moving away for good to just live there for 6 months and come back home. Maybe that's all I need?

NO that's not what Iv been thinking for the past 2 weeks and certainly not for the past 3 days.

In gods honest , I seem more calm and relaxed , carefree and don't care about outcomes anymore .
This has to stop and I'm seriously thinking about never 'releasing' again.

I read somewhere that scientists who went and won noble peace prizes never had sex or anything for years in order to keep their mind focused . I'm curious if this is actually true, and I'm starting to believe it.


Just some food for thought

I have no idea what you're saying.

Are you saying you're stressed over moving? That's not a big deal man. Moving out alone is probably the best thing you could ever do. You open up so many doors, make new friends, can have parties and invite your friends and their friends, bring women back and most of all you have your own place, that independence complete with days where you can just unwind, not see anyone and just chill if you want. And all in between this you can do whatever, whenever. Want friends to come over? Pick up the phone and invite them over for some beers. Want to head out after? Go for it.

Best experience is living alone and moving out. You will dread having to move back after six months, absolutely dread it.

No, even tho I'm stressed , my mind is still set on the move.
I just used my current situation as an example.
I'm just saying that jerking off gives off a carefree attitude and in extreme cases can be really bad for your state of mind if your a person who is trying to self improve .

Just a Belief of mine.