Hello. I´m new here, but i´ve been looking in the PUA scene for a while. I´ve been reading all sorts of material, and i know i´ve became a better person. But still, i can´t seem to find a girl.

Last week was my birthday party, and i wanted this girl that was receiving me in her apartment in Amsterdam, still i couln´t sarge her. We´re in her apartment, eating some mushrooms and while she was having the best time of her life, i was only thinking about suicide. I come back to Germany (where i´m living currently) and i meet this girl on the birthday party here, and i picked her up, until today. Yesterday i´ve cooked this amazing dinner for her, and we had a great time, but today she texts me saying she doesn´t want to meet me anymore, and that she likes me, but doesn´t loves me.
EVERYTIME is just like this. I can attract, i´m funny, and altough not GOOD-LOOKING, still i can manage myself by clothing and apparel, but still... WHY CAN´T I GET A FUCKIN GIRLFRIEND?!?!?!

you didn't fuck her and didn't work towards it

Vlad is right. Sounds like you have some big holes in your game. You've got some positive pieces of the game but not the whole. If you could identify the weaknesses and improve those area. Your results could increase greatly.

I spoke with her again, and she ended up confessing it was actually too fast for her. Not trying to bang her was actually way out of option since she was still virgin. She said i kissed her too much, and that she liked me, but didn´t felt "love" (always hate this one). So what are my options for next time, next chance?

You are who you are, that girl was not for you, simple.
YOU are the prize, value yourself.
Now, go out again and look for a girl that deserve YOU