Its always so easy to introduce yourself online isint it? Thats about the extent of my social skills. I am far beyond desperate enough to be posting on a forum like this. IRL I can never talk to people.

I have spent the last 4 years doing online college, online games and online porn. I barely got out of the house. Now I realize what I have done and am trying to get out, but I have no friends and can't even open guys, much less a girl I am interested in. I swore off games so I got that going for me, but now I am just going crazy while I look for a job.

I have read a lot about pickup stuff... but just reading. Never actually tried any of this stuff, I doubt I would remember it in the moment anyway. The most I manage to do is go to the mall or a popular strip of bars around here and just look at people walking around.

Because of a fortunate set of circumstances, I have a whole house to myself. The Irony kills me that I have a whole place on my own and cant get a girl over here.

Good lord help me.

shit man i feel bad for u
one tip i can give u is completely cut out porn and masturbation so u can return to normal
after around 6-8 months of cutting it out u can go back to masturbating but without porn (forget about porn you are never gonna watch it again in your life)
during these 6-8 months u are gonna be itching for pussy which will motivate u to approach and talk to more girls. You will be more energetic and outgoing which will help you socialize with the guys.

remember socialization with men and women is different so u cant just talk to men and expect to have decent game.

I still play but not online games, instead i play basketball and workout. after this i dont have much time and i do work and if i have some free time i browse the pua forums for more advice.

Start working out; its a great habit. GOOD LUCK

Try not to call yourself desperate. Take small steps each day to improve your life situation gradually. I started conversing with women solely online, moving over to the phone and then meeting in person. I've pulled women to my apartment several times effortlessly. If you do things gradually they will become natural to you and a part of your personal characteristics. As long as you take those steps to get better each day it doesn't matter if the change is drastic or slight. The whole idea is to make sure that you keep at it, get informed, do approaches, start working on your pick up skill like a muscle because that's how it functions.