Hey guys,
Alright, so I know this absoultely beautiful girl who's also an excellent dancer for about 8 months now. She's a part of my social group. I started getting attracted to her and I did make a move but it didn't work out.

A person is supposed to man up in this situation and move on. And so, I did. I kept partying and she knows I have a good social life. I met tons of different hot chicks. I hooked up with one too and I am getting all sorts of IOIs from plenty. Basically, I do have an abundance of women right now.

I always demonstrate that I am the prize when it comes to a girl and I strongly believe in that as well. But, despite meeting tons of chicks, I still want her. Whenever, I go out now and I meet new people or new girls, I just don't do anything. I just talk, I don't build up and I don't even try. She's always in my head and I like to hate this and I hate to like this. I hope you guys are getting my point.

I don't even show any interest in her and I keep negging her or sometimes I am mean to her. I don't want this. Despite meeting so many girls, I still want her and I have met way more attractive girls than her so there is something beyond her beauty. I feel weak around her and she's basically mindfucking me right now.

What do I want?
I don't know. At one side, there is this strong side of me who wants her and on the other there is this side which keeps voicing in my head that she's a distraction. Do I want to get rid of her? Yes and No.

I tried to analyze this so much and I am never able to reach any conclusion coz I am always in 2 minds. I sometimes wish I never met her and I feel like I am so glad I know her in my life.

Guys, I need to get my shit together. I feel fucking weak and I feel like a loser. I have logged into the forum today after 2-3 weeks. I am always active reading stuff and improve myself. My mind is saturated.

Thanks guys,
Sonic

I think you should just stay out of the game for A minute. Try

and get yourself together as you said and then start focusing on what

you REALLY want out of your life.

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Hey dude. I feel ya. I have this disease as well. Best thing I can think of right now is for you to stop being a jerk. You're looking at other because you want to forget her. No.. You have to forget her internally. All those women you tried to play around with failed because you're not interested in them in the first place.

I don't mean to offend you, but if you want to feel good, you shouldn't torture yourself with this girl. She doesn't like you, too bad, move on. Sure you'll go crazy for a few days, then you realize, it was never meant to be. If she wanted you in the first place, she wouldn't have said no. It's not your fault, and neither is it hers.

With love,
Matt

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