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She already has more power than you, because she made the decision to break up. I think breaking NC would only give her more power, and its very unlikely that she will get back together. If you do break NC an manage to get her back, it will most likely be out of pity and it wont last, as it automatically puts her on the pedestal.
The best thing to do right now is just stick to the NC and hope she will contact you on your 1 year anniversary, or your birthday. But dont just sit and wait, distract yourself with your friends and hobbies, and even with gaming if you want, because there is nothing you can do about, NC is the decision with the most likely chance of working, but yes its not guaranteed to get her back. Thats what I think.
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