Hey guys, this is pretty long but bear with it, I think you guys will like it. I just came back from a little date with a girl. It only ended in a make out but I'm still happy with that. Now before I lay down the report I should explain who I am since no one here is likely to know, unless some of you just never told me you were PUA. Now I know nothing of the forum and have not read any other posts yet, I just signed up maybe a week ago and haven't made time to go through yet.

I hope this part is allowed on this thread(if it is a thread that i'm thinking). Lets start with my ambitions; I want to change the world for the better by finding better technologies that help the world and also make my life easier like an AI. That shit is complex. I enjoy physics and would like to learn more about it. I've put my name as neutron for now but I need to sleep on it before I make it permanent, let me know if you guys think of good names while you read this.

Now if I'm real about it that ambition probably isn't going to happen but I hope it does. Now even if I do become some great scientist how am I supposed to change the world? My ideas probably would get squashed.

So who really gets to change the world? I think it's the people that know how to win everyone's hearts and present ideas in a way that people want it and also knows how to make people adapt and evolve into a new life style or idealism or such. In other words: game.

I was first introduced into this world when I clicked a link that ended up leading to an ad looking site that screamed "I want your money". I had my guard up instantly but even so I like to know whats out there, the unknown. If someone were to sarcastically say they knew magic or said they were wiccan or something I would seriously ask them If they really could.


Why do we believe magic is not real? Because we were told so but we rarely know who told them. I'm not saying its real but what I'm saying is that if you remain closed minded you could miss a world of opportunity. So I watch the youtube video that immediately plays and there's a sob story of a wimpy guy that learns psychological shit and becomes PUA guru. It was the Tao of Bad Ass.

At the end I thought it was a self help book (which it was) and not as a a formula. I thought maybe it could possibly have something worth learning even about myself so I downloaded it and ended up googleing shit from the book and saw videos of the 21 conference and stuff. To tell you the truth I probably couldnt recite anything from that eBook but it gave me a base ground. I'm currently reading the game, I'm over half way through.

Style is a damn good writer, he keeps you engaged. Damn page turner. I've been reading the exploits and any doubt I've been having has been thrown out. Well except one and it's the scariest one. The same one in the book and in the warning in the tao before revealing how relationships work. Will I still be happy if it's too easy? I've been thinking but I'm not sure yet. I think I could though because I believe in the morals I have at the time, that being said my morals could change one day but I know I don't want to take advantage of women.

So a little while after I slowly started learning about this world I got kicked out my class for smoking weed. The class is no biggie, I can easily ace the challenge exam which I should do soon. The class is Automotive apprentice year one. Currently my goal is to be a mechanic then an engineer then astrophysicist or some shit. Anyways I also ended up getting a weed trafficking charge the same night (Im not actually a drug dealer, its just a hobby and a way to pay for my own weed and other experiments I do with it like weed starburst and shit).

I ended up staying in my room for a month. I live in Canada and it's cold as fuck. -25 for the last little bit and can go down to -40 about once a year. It would probably be warmer in an igloo, I even heard some have nice fireplaces. I live in a major city but there still isn't much to do in the winter but that's also just an excuse. So that was 2 months I hadn't worked but my back has subluxation from a couple crashes and after slobbing in my room for a month my back was worse than ever.

Really all I need to do to fix my back is work out but honestly I'm lazy. So I couldnt go back to mechanics right away, I needed a temporary job. This sucked because at the time I had 3 job offers. I instead went to other dealerships and tried to become a lot boy or something. I ended up at an undisclosed location and the guy didn't have an opening for anything I could do so I asked what he was looking for and he said sales. I said ya I could do sales.

Now this was a lie but this was my chance to learn game. It's been 2 weeks since I started. By the was we only get paid per car and its the slowest month. The other guys told me not to talk to customers since they're scarce so I haven't made a dime but at least I get to wear a suit everyday and it keeps me out of the house. But this shows that I'm dedicated to the game even though I know nothing of it.

This is a scary thought. So I've started to tell you about me but it's 3 am and I have work tomorrow so I'm going to leave my very interesting and long life story for a memoir or some thing.

So I'm not good with girls but I'm not terrible. I lost my virginity at 18 i think to an ex that I'm now sure i naturally mind fucked because thats the only explanation to why she'd sleep with me. It happened in the back of my neon in a parking lot. It lasted forever and neither of us came and it was terrible. We ended up sleeping there and I stopped talking to her.

I still feel like an asshole and I've tried apologizing. She's a party girl now. My second was a slightly overweight, obnoxious asain I met on POF. I was talking to her during a birthday dinner and my friend took it and messaged her quickly and asked her to come out tonight. she said yes so I left my tucson with my buddy and took his escape (which I have now bought). After picking her up and conversing I asked where she worked and she told me. Turns out she worked at the same place as me with her parents and her mother was my handler.

If she so chose I would have been given no work and forced to clean the shop and sumps. This was going to be one night. She lived across town about 45 min so I took her back to my side of town stopped at a gas station and filled up so I could get condoms. I took her to a good park nearby and we played a little there.

Eventually I started awkwardly making a move and she ran away and it turned into a tag but when she's it she's supposed to be kissing me. Shitty make out and it was freezing so I said we should take this somewhere warm and there's no way anyone would argue to that. My room. make out and shit. Obviously problems occurred and I wasn't armed with the knowledge to correct them and in the end I asked what I could do to make it okay and I think she knew how insecure I was and said a candle. I obliged.

I told her shes my second and so she went on top. she told me it was her first time on top. I dont think she could continuously use her muscles like that so i offered to go on top. This was a mistake as I don't know my own limitations. Missionary. I started slow but quickly increased speed. too quick. and blast.

I said no biggie just needed a 30 sec cool down cause I've experimented with my hand. But nothing, I didn't get it back up that night. we slept and in the morning I drove her home on my way to work. We passed both her mom and her dad separately in traffic in the opposite direction heading to work also. We both shit our pants but we didn't get caught. Never talked to her again.

Now for this current girl. We were friends in highschool for the last little bit and I liked her and also many other girls but didnt end up dating any. Too much rapport with them and so I became friend zoned. Probably a year later we talked and arranged to work out at the local rec center.

I asked her out that night right after working out but she couldnt come out so I gave her an ultimatum: that night or never. I think I was just trying to get laid that night but I dont remember. She obviously chose never. and then I texted her a couple days ago.I think she's gained some weight and is probably really tired of not being in a relationship. The weight's fine, she likes working out and with my help she'll become tone or at least slim.

Anyways I'll give you guys the full interaction.