Right I'm going to start here...

October 2013

A family members GF we met up every Friday she really liked me and needed me at that time, the guy (My family member) had ruined her, they were in a 9 year relationship.

We met up and spoke every single Friday night all we did was talk I had told her it couldn't happen and we should just stay friends, she constantly tried and tried and I started to get a little feeling for her.

We started having drunken nights with her and her boyfriend and my other family member in their house, one Saturday night we went and got more beer and that night ofter yurning soo much for eachother I had sex with her every Friday/Saturday night after that Friday we met up and on Saturdays we waited for them to go to bed.

She told me she had never felt for anybody like me and I was positive I wanted her aswell after time, I had moved in but it was still only every Friday and Saturday still, it got hard in the house because her boyfriend was all over her all the time but she didn't want it after soo many years and what he had done to her, they broke up and I was still in the house I was a factor but her relationship sucked before I had even been on the scene.

After living with her it was amazing but I had 2 weeks off from work after her break up we spent soo much time together after her break up we couldn't clear our minds she needed time, she has two children soo obviously she's still in contact with her ex wife can see she still enjoys the comfort of him even know he doesn't live here.

We started becoming awkward I said I'd leave now and again to give space and when we're together now it's a little awkward andthe yuuurning slowed it's pace because now she knows she isn't living on the risk of twice a week we really fell for eachother and fell in love.

The other night I leave because it got that bad, I've come back and she wants to be friend the first night I'm back, we end up massaging and I don't know she wants! The biggest worry is telling my family member for her but I couldn't care she does care for him I don't know what to do my minds sooo mashed soo some of this might not make sence soo please any questions ask them I need to try win her back to my side? Or what shall I do now?

It's like she wanted it soo bad in the beginning but now shes drawing away? I'm soo messed up
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