So in the past, i wanted to party and sleep around so past relationships did not work out but suddenly now i want to settle down with this girl who is quite young. We've been dating for about 4 months, and she is 15 and I am 18. She's loves me and I love her to, but the fact is that I want to settle down and she wants to party more. I am goin to college and she is in grade 10. I know I should still be partying but im bored of it now... I've just done too many drugs and drank too much, I want something different. And she is somewhat just starting that phase.

I feel like I have nothing to receive from her. She says I helped her get out of depression and that I have made a huge positive impact in her life and I'm glad I have done so, but now what. I'm always worried because she has no problem hanging out with her male friends, and I know what their intentions are, and they can get a little bit too touchy in my opinion. But I know I can trust her and it is out of my hands what she does,although it hurts me very much. I could easily bang a girl but I have no desire to and I don't have girls that are just friends because I don't believe guys and girls can be just friends. So I'd probably end up just having sex with them.

I feel like I am overwhelmed and confused. I don't know if I am getting anything special from her because I usually just want to be with her, just her and me, but I can't hang out with her as much as I want to the way I want to because her mom thinks she's still a baby. I want to maintain a healthy workout routine and she's lazy and is always making excuses. I know she is immature but I am hoping for her to mature as she ages, but I don't know how much longer I can deal with this. Its hard for me to end it cause we re really attached to each other and she is so incredibly beautiful.
Should I stick it for about another few months or should I end it?

You should break up with her. It's not like things are going to get any easier. I let most of my relationships end because of that realization.

Most of my exes still miss me to some extent, but we've both realized there are certain big deal breakers that the committed. I can still hook up with them but it never really ends well.

You should make a list of stuff you want in a woman. Obviously age is a big thing for you.

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She's only 15. Unsurprisingly, she doesn't want to settle down with a knitted sweater and slippers just yet.

And dude WTF, she is 15 !!!!

Bump

Also, you sincerely feel you've reached the settling down phase at 18? Come on dude.

Alright buddy, your 18 years old and you have a whole life ahead of you and so does she. Looking at this in a rational and positive perspective it's that your both too young and need to live a little, waaaaaayyyy to young. I've been through my fair share of relationships at your age and all I can tell you is that you don't know what you want. I still don't know what I want in life and settling down at a young age only put's major restrictions into your life's calender. If I was you, I would expand your social circle including men and women to develop close friendly relationships. If you fell that the grass is just greener on the other side, trust me it always is. The game is made to get in the sack with women but they are still human surprisingly. Some of my best friends are girls and I would fuck them for shits and gigs too. Save yourself the misery and just let the shit go, safe yourself from having a panic attack 3 years down the line when she breaks your heart, it has happened to me and it's not a pretty site.