| Damn it, In$tinct! You bastard did it again... Oh smh why can't I behave like an AFC anymore just a little? Last night was a mess.
Thing is there are some people here in the dorm from abroad with erasmus. They're having summer practise here in Hungary. A few days ago I got to know Meric, a cute Turkish girl, and some others too, they're not quite important regarding this story.
There're two friends of mine here too. Nicu, a transylvanian guy, and Paul, a hungarian friend. Now what was clear from the start is that Paul has a pretty bad crush on Meric. Paul is a real AFC they only know each other for like a week and he already fell for her badly. Now what you should also know is that Meric has a boyfriend.
I was not intending to do anything at all. The girl has a boyfriend, I have a girlfriend, my friend has a crush on this girl. Should be enough to leave her alone, but life fucked me in the butt again.
First Paul behave really challenging with me. It was like he looked at this like it was a competition. And I hate losing. This was a really bad decision of him. He's no match for me, he should have just kept cool and then this wouldn't have happened.
And now let's get concrete about last night.
There were a bunch of people and we were drinking and talking, and then many of them left and there were only 5 of us. People who I mentioned and another Turkish girl. Nicu hit it pretty well with her but she was really drunk. He took her to sleep and then got back so we were only four. Paul was humiliated badly when at some point of the conversation Meric mentioned "He's like a brother to me" Oouch. That's probably even worse than friendzone.
Now I don't really know what happened but at some point my girlfriend was brought up as a topic and then all of a sudden we were talking about what we're doing in bed. Meric was pretty intrigued... And she started behaving badly. She asked me whether I cheated on my girlfriend? Here's the classic case of reading sings. This will give this girl two information. One is that whether I'm a loyal guy or not, and two whether she has a chance to bang me or not. I told her I have not because I'm loyal and actually that was the truth but from her eyes I could tell that she was more interested in this because of the second information. I was thinking:"Sneaky girl, stop this. Not gonna end well." A pretty good amount of time passed talking about sexual things and I could feel that the vibe was getting pretty intense. Too intense actually... I decided I should stop before it was too late but I didn't want to leave because I was having a good time.
As the night passed people got drunker and drunker and we changed location then Meric sat next to me instead of Paul like she usually does, he got fed up and left. Nicu became completely wasted he fell asleep at least twice. He also left and so there was only the two of us.
Another thing about this girl is that we share some childhood memories. Like insane ones. She's the only person I have met besides myself who have learned to read autodidactically, without teachers or the help of parents. And it was the exact same story. Both of us suddenly started reading the TV magazine to our parents when we were about 5 years old and made them freak out. Both of us have been playing the piano for long and we share music interests and we just clicked way too much. The connection I wasn't intending to build was suddenly there just because of what kind of people we are.
And then she started screwing me over and that's when I was starting to lose it. She told me that we have so much in common and that if I lived in Turkey too we could be like friends. Well this was pretty different from what happened to Paul. I looked her in the eyes when she told that and they said:" I want you to fuck me all night long." So this pretty much fucked it up, I was thinking:
"Girl don't play this game with me. Don't put yourself out as a challenge to me, you're going to regret it"
I didn't say this out loud. Thinking back I should have...
The other unfortunate thing was that there was lots of kino and I couldn't help it because she was having difficulties walking because of the alcohol and I, being a gentleman, just helped her.
The last thing that really did it was when she started talking about that I remind her of her boyfriend. Again my thoughts was like:
"Wtf, bitch? Don't give me this shit. Okay that does it, you wanted trouble, you'll get trouble."
She was talking and then in a deep, calm, and sexual voice I told her to stop.
"Look up the sky. Those stars are so far away yet we see their light every night, spending not a single moment thinking about how amazing this is. The thing is that you can enjoy the view without having to think about it. You let the hypnotic, mysterious endless blue devour you and you're going on a trip of the mind while you're entangled by the beauty of our nature. You should know what I'm talking about, if you ever decided to think about something important lying on the ground watching the stars. You always end up somewhere else. They stop you from thinking. I want to stop thinking. I want you to stop thinking."
And then I kissed her. DOH....
Fortunately though she was getting real wasted, she could hardly speak anymore but it was not really from alcohol anymore it's just that she lacked sleep in the last few days. So I took her to sleep and told her to forget about what happened. I don't want any trouble... fml when gaming becomes a real part of your life it gets difficult NOT to game.
Moral of the story: Life's a bitch. Deal with it.
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