i just cant seem to get any girl seriously interested in me, i get numbers, pull and make out with girls etc:
but all sex is drunken sex, i cant even remeber the last time i kissed a girl sober, i do have sex anxiety when im not drunk, and ive never been on a real date, i dont drive and i feel embarissed about asking girls to pick me up, my game i think would be see girl out, get number, text her, arrange date, and have sex with her, start relationship. but i cant even do this i have trouble pulling the trigger because of sexual anxiety, i dont go on dates because i dont wanna ask them to pick me up and it seems everyone else is starting relationships out of the blue and im like where the fuck did that come from i never knew they were seeing each other, what did he do right?, how did he ask her out? etc: i think im mentally destroying my self and over analyzing. theres something called systematic desensitization in pshycology, and this being means doing things you fear over and over to get use to them so they become natural. i doesnt feel normal or as if im ready for a relationship but im 21 and never had a girlfriend since like the age of 10!!, any advice guys? do i need to get on with it and make things happen or am i doing something wrong

would love to know about this

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