so I got this chick that is HB9 pushing 10. i mean seriously- she is damn hot, killer body, swimsuit model, dated famous rich people and shit. anyways, i got her number and the first dumbass thing i did was take her to dinner. shes really into it though asking me all this shit, the nice thing was i was able to give her enough negs and interesting shit to add value. after that we chill another time and same old shit, shes used to everyone hitting on her, but get a little more physical and what not, nothing good at all, but at least something. normally i would just say screw it and give up cause a chick isn't worth all this trouble- but shes hot. anyways, i get pissed after that because her damn roommate is home or some shit so i say to let me know if shes interested or tell me so i can quit wasting my time because it shouldn't be this hard (i know probably not the right thing to say). anyways, i run into her at a concert, and i'm definately wasted and shes not taking the negs anymore so I tell her beauty is common and shes different, again i was drunk so it was exaggerated and slurred. she says she wants to be friends before dating, but i assure her i don't want a relationship right now- i feel like a loser cause she said that so i tell her later forget what i said i didn't mean it. this pisses her off next time i see her- and she tells me I either like her or I don't, shes all into me rubbin on me and shit, but her damn friends are around. anyways, i'm goin over to some dinner thing with her and some friends in a few hours and then going to some turkish soaking pool with hopefully just us, if this doesn't work I'm out of ideas- maybe freezeout and just pay less attention to her for a while or what? how long is it worth trying.

Why are you not trying to isolate this stupid girl. Who cares about who she has dated in the past, and the part where she is saying either you like me or not is FUCKED up. She's trying to be in control now of things, and is basically testing how much she has you under her spell. Fucking ditch this bitch, how do you manage to come across her in a crowded concert??? Seriously, you are making yourself obvious by being around her proximity. Relax on this bitch

look at what you said
Understand that you are heading to ONEITIS.

Another thing you said that I find ridiculous Bro nobody runs into people by coincidence in loud crowded ass concerts. You are feeling this girl, and you are basically taking chance encounters of bumping into her by for some for saken reason. You probably don't remember but you subconciously already knew she would be at that concert by your conversations with this chick. You are under her SPELL. Fuck the bitch, this ain't healthy.

Get more social proof man, your lowering yourself really fast around her. Go hang with chicks hotter than her or give her friends alot more attention than you give her, and let her see all this. Do a jealousy plot line, get her friends fighting for you. Higher your value, lower hers.

Shes running you down man, snap out of it.

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