Hello everyone,
I'm E.
I'm 19 in college.
Designer.
Graphic Artist.
Average Nerd, etc.
I've been looking into pua books and online forums and finally I decided to join on here. In the past month all of the sudden it seems as if I've been hit with an attraction spell. Girls have been coming at me from work, school, women I was once interested in that had no interest in me, and elsewhere, and so my whole next week is filled. The thing is I have been so overwhelmed that I almost want to flake out on all of them, but with a little organization I've seem to order everything out except for a couple of events. One is a 3some. I've never had one before and every time I come close it's with one of the same girls and it never happens. By way of friends getting in the way, time, etc. So we planned one out for spring break and wanted to rent a hotel room but now that it's planned I can't seem to find another girl and neither can she. It was going to be her first as well and we both agreed that our third wouldn't be a random. She says she wants to see how next week goes and not get the hotel room early just in case but my intuition (or maybe my eagerness) is just telling me to go for it. How can I make this happen. For too many times I've come too close (on accident) for it not to happen according to plan now. What can I do? Also another question is while my dry spell is broken how can I break it for good. I'm not sure how it happened but I've been more open and outgoing and just more social which I'm almost sure isn't the reason because I knew most of the girls when I still was under the spell. I won't lie my sex is mediocre supposedly and while I've had quite a few experiences I've never been able to finish either because of a) - Someone walked in on it. b) It kept sliding out of the girl from the back and making me feel irritated that I didn't know how to "hit it from the back" c) I've never nutted during sex due to never finishing. d) Last but not least, whenever I got close to an f-close I would (I think subconsciously) say something or due something random to ruin it. It seems like when I can get a girl she falls harder than I expected but I always do something to push them away. I'm tired of it and just want to be an attractive young college student. Sometimes I feel confident and beyond enough to pull girls who even look my way just once. Other times I'm just the guy wishing he could be like the guy he works with, flirting and making friends with almost every woman at work. Sorry for the long post, once again I'm a newby no0b, or whatever you wanna call it. So please can someone help me and give me some suggestions as to what I should do?