So to prove to myself that i WILL change from an AFC to a PUA ive decided to make a journal.

Here's a list of my current qualities:
19 years old.
currently a virgin.
good looking.
average height and body build.
studying as a uni student to become a pilot.
girls have called me "perfect boyfriend material".
Ive never tried opening a set of people i dont know.
Every girl ive made out with and came close to having sex with has picked up me instead of me picking up them.
i have never kissed a girl above a 7/10.
I panic when a girl says "lets dance".
I always get LMR.

Here is what i want:
To have sex with 10's
To be known through out my campus as the party king (Van Wilder sort of thing)
To quit masturbation so my sex drive can be focused on more productive things
To be able to read body language like a pro
To be able to open sets so easily that i can do it almost unconsciously
To approach 10 sets every time i go out
To be able to dance comfortably so i dont embarrass myself or the girl im with


Thats everything i can think of right now. On a side note, i have a deadline to develop the skills necessary to pick up. on the 18th of February, i will be moving back onto campus where there will be an abundance of HB's from all across the world who will be soon living right next door to me. my greatest goal at the moment therefore is to get good game before the semester starts. Because thats when the fun really begins.

`Feather

Training day 1: The Newbie Mission (fail)

So following Chief's advice, i went to a shopping center today completely solo and was aiming to say 'Hi' to every girl that walked pass. Sounds easy right? So why was it so fucking hard to do?!

I made sure i was looking good, stylish; and yet not a single girl looked at me. It felt retarded to say hi to a girl who wasnt looking at me, furthermore if surrounding people saw how i didnt even get noticed, my value would be instantly decreased.

The only sort of progress i made was that i approached a hired gun to ask what she thought of my shirt/tie combo and she said i look cute with or without a tie. So i figured that since im an alright looking guy, i should be getting some kind response in body language of surrounding women (hair flicks, eye contact etc) none of them looked at me in the eye, flicked their hair or anything that they would usually do when an attractive male is in proximity.

I focused on adjusting my body language to that of an alpha male (open chest, paced laid back walking, showing some neck etc) and i got nothing.

i made a mental record of my exact thoughts as i was walking through the shopping center:

"Ok feather, you look good and people know it, just say hi to them bro"

(a couple walk past)

"You didnt say hi, but they are a couple so i think you didnt have to"

(a single 45 yeah old walks past)

"shes too old to say hi to"

(a MILF and her daughter walk past)

" she seemed like she was in a rush"

( a slutty 14 year old walks past)

"yeah... dont even get caught looking at that"

(a 2 set walk past)

"they are talking to each other so they wont even hear you"

you get the idea...

What i learned: i think too much, way too much. I should just think of it as a game, like as soon as a girl walks near i say hi and smile like its a uncontrollable action. I over complicated it by thinking too much about body language. I should not care about what they are doing, where they are going, or who they are with, this mission is for myself and therefore i get to be selfish. But hey at least i got out of the house to learn that i am a Pussy, otherwise i would have never known and would have never recovered.

within the next 24 hours I WILL GO FOR IT AGAIN!!

`Feather

Hey man! I'm 18 years old but I'm new too. Sorry to hear that your first day wasn't such a success. Better luck next time bro. I have yet to start as well so once I'm actually out there trying something I will also post FRs. Good luck bro.

Week 1 of training:

So ive decided that updating this journal once a week is good enough, unless something amazing happens during the week, heres a brief over view of what happened.

Holy crap! Have you ever had a week that was so full of crap that the last weekend seemed like a month ago? thats how im feeling, so much stuff happened, lots of progress made.

I tried the newbie challenge again, i got a few 'hi's' in return but that was about 1/10th of the time.

I met a fellow PUA who sarges locally in surfers paradise, gold coast, australia. His alias is "Knight-errant" which is for good reason as he is one of the few people i know who still believes in chivalry. He has exercising his game for months and is currently in the middle of being taught by a Guru known as 'Ben'. Ben has been taught by AFC Adam and is an amazing PUA, so ive heard. Anyways, Knight showed me the ropes of sarging in the Gold Coast.

It is then that he told me that the Gold Coast is among the hardest places in the world to pick up, every local HB is wise to almost every technique. Just on approach, they figure out that you are gaming them. This was proven when Knight approached a 2 set and opened with "what's your favourite african animal?" to which they responded with "is that your best pick-up line?" and he was forced to eject almost immediately afterwards.

Knight also told me about the other community members that reside in the Gold Coast (apparently Papa, co-founder of RSD lives here) he gave me a list of books to read that will increase my game a whole lot.

To keep ourselves motivated, knight and i are challenging ourselves to go out for 30 days in a row, i look forward to seeing my results afterwards.

PROGRESS MADE:

i feel like i have less approach anxiety

I realise that i am much more productive when i am with peers (peer pressure helps)

My mind is constantly thinking of openers, sound bites body launguage, and even DHV spikes

I found out that when i open i should immediatly start some sort of kino, and stand close when i talk to them

I now do things that are out of my comfort zone, sing opera style to girls you walk past, start doing pushups in the middle of a crowd, anything! It gives you such a rush, and really does make you feel awsome.

I constantly search for proximity IOI's and positive body language that could possibly mean attraction but sadly i havnt got any positive body language in all my 7 days of going out.

`Feather

Week 2 of training:

ok so far ive been taking a 1 hour trip to the city every day/night for 10 days now (aiming for 30 days in a row) and ive learned so much.

I still rely on peer pressure a little bit but im very sucessful at opening HB's now. I went down to brisbane yesterday to practice day game with some of the brisbane members. I met a PUA named mark who is very much like Jonah Hill from 'super bad'.

Marks strategy is great, (he learned from watching sasha) he would use a direct opener that is also playful. for example he would literally skip like a school girl up to a 2 set and say "i have a crush on one of you, but im afraid to say which one incase the other one might get jealous"

He told me to use this line on 2 girls sitting on the bench, so i went up to them, got into an alpha male position, and said the line with a cheeky grin and seductive eye contact. Immediatly the girls started to smile, but they didnt say a thing (not that i expect them to have a reaction...its a weird line..)

So then i broke the silence by saying "So, is that the worst pick up line youve ever heard?". After i said that i went just to regular talking: what are they here for, are they students, do they live here etc.

I still dont know what to do after ive successfully opened and established attraction within the first minutes.

but at least i can hold a conversation with a complete stranger, making her laugh while still having great body language and voice tone.

After street game we decided to start going into stores filled with women (hand bag stores, body shops, womens shoe stores etc) and use situational openers on the employees. Mark would go into the hair salon and openly say to the hair stylist "my pubic hair is like the amazon forest, ive tried using a chainsaw and havnt got any results, can you help me?" and then he'd work from there.

i went to a myer store that was about to close and sat right infront of the saleswomen in the cosmetics department. she was filling out some paper work and said to me "the store's about to close so you're gonna have to get out of here in a sec" this seemed like a bitch shield, so i gave it a crack. i noticed there were free samples next to me so i questioned her about them and noticed she studied dermatology. the bitch shield was gone now

What i learned:

usually when we go out to do day game, we do a few 'crash and burn's' which is when you purposely approach, open, and get rejected so the anxiety is dealt with and you're left in a social mood. Mark taught me that to get into a social mood, just go out to a girl and make her laugh her ass off. you'll feel awsome.

Also i learned that UGLY/AVERAGE looking women have higher bitch shields and WILL reject you more frequently, the pretty girls are actually very open for your approach. You can see it, as soon as you start talking to a gorgeous girl, she will be smiling

Still week 2..

Failure, Failure, Failure!
Valentino, Seano, and i all started our journey's 2 weeks ago.

Seano is now having so many dates that he is having trouble finding time where he isnt busy. Also he is having regular sex with a reallly HB he picked up on the street.

Valentino has been doing great, he can open sets that previously rejected me. He sets up dates plays text game but is having trouble with sexual escalation.

And finally me.... i cant even open a set... for me its rejection after rejection after rejection. the depressing part is that we all use the same opener. "hey....youre gorgeous..i came here to talk to you because i may never see you again"

Valentino and Sean burst open sets with this line, and i just get thrown off to the side. That is the most depressing part, to know that what you are saying works, but you still cant make it work.


People keep saying "after you get the first few rejections, youll stop caring" FALSE! After the first 3 rejections my ego was so low that i couldnt even look at my friends in the eye....it feels like shit, that i havnt gotten anywhere.

I met a Master Pua a few days ago, hes seen it all, done it all, and knew that i would become a PUA no matter what. He told me that at the end of it....theyre just girls. You get sick of having to prove yourselves to them because you realise that you are so awsome that girls should be approaching you instead. He has now retired from the game.

So the only thing im doing wrong must be in my approach, my tonality, body language, energy etc. im going to have to do a lot more homework..

What i learned:

Rejection does make you feel bad, the worse you feel, the more you get rejected
Take all the time you need to calibrate
This feels so depressing

`Feather

week 3: Home work

So after more failure to open sets in the street, i decided that i havnt calibrated enough of my efforts yet.
I decided that most of the up coming week ill be watching pick up videos and focusing on improving my opens.
If im speaking too high, my wings make a note of it, this also goes for body language and the likes.

Last friday a girl i met on campus, a HB that looks like miley cyrus said shes coming to the Gold Coast (where i live) and she has an apartment with some friends celebrating a birthday. I started gaming her over facebook, on the day she kept calling my phone checking when i was coming over...i got so many IOI's i could have probably gone up to her when we met up and start making out with her instantly.

So i pretty much had guaranteed sex for the night, (she basically said so). i was running a bit late so they started hitting up clubs. I found her on the podium, gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek as a hello, i went to the bar to get a glass of water with a slice of lime(keeps your breath fresh) and she followed me and held my hand all playful like.

I do another test and slowly let go of her hand....she grasps my hand even tighter. every time we split apart i give her a kiss on the cheek playfully (which she loves...oh and her breath smells like ketchup:/ )

So we get back on the podium where she turns to face the crowd instead of me, she turns on occasion and plays with my peacocking objects.

Then out of nowhere, Miley leans back into my arms (shes flexible), smiles, and stares into my eyes. Now one thing im good at, is knowing when to kiss a girl. so i lean forward and kiss her upside down lips for about 5 seconds and decide to release her so shes left wanting more. she smiles at me and turns for some more dancing. after what seems like an hour of dancing, i decide i have to get her attention somehow, she bends over to talk to her friend at the base of the podium. as she bends i put my hands out and give her slow sexual grope to her ass.

Miley swats my hand away, elbows me in the ribs without even looking to see who it is. she turns and sees that its me, the great kisser, but she doesnt care. she punches my chest and then threatens to embed iron ring into my forehead if i touch her again. I'm standing there shocked but trying to keep my composure. Her eyes glare at me, as if she is trying to burn a hole right through me (you guys know that look). i smile as if it was a joke and she turns around again.

I step off the podium to hammer down a cool glass of water, i dont know how many people saw that display but i know my value in that club was ruined for that night. i tell her that i might go to another club, she says she doesnt give a shit, so i leave....still a virgin.

i meet up with knight and valentino and they start hypothesising what went wrong. Valentino said that its bad to grope a girl on the podium since it shows shes slutty to a crowd. Knight says the bitch is down right insane.

That being the worst rejection ive ever had (almost getting punched in the face and all)i approached without fear. These rejections are nothing compared to what ive been through!

anyways after that night was done, Miley starts talking to me via facebook 2 days later. she actually didnt remember me groping her, she was on ecstasy, really drunk and i think she was on weed too maybe. when she asked me how the rest of my night went, i told her that i went back to valentino's place and had sex with another girl...This preselection demostration worked like a charm. She is completly attracted to me now, and says that she would give anything to go back on friday and have sex with me.

I can see her in 2 weeks. I may have taken the preselection thing too far when i told her that im going to keep having sex with people. she keeps calling me an ass for 'slutting around' but shes still utterly attracted to me. we now talk freely how we plan to pleasure eachother (awsome!).

Now my mind is wondering to sexual-virgin stuff now such as; how do i give her an orgasm? how energetic do i have to be? whats the policy on pubic hair? is my penis big enough or is she going to think its small? how to i do oral sex....the list goes on

Hopefully i wont be a virgin for long!

What i learned:

Preselection is a powerful tool
Drugs are bad, kids
Groping on a podium is risky
I'm a great kisser
I am the unluckiest guy in the world....how can i screw up guaranteed sex???

`Feather

week 4: SUCCESS!!!!!

Ive been going out so much that the days are blurring together, im having trouble remembering how approaches went, or if i even approached at all :/

So this week i started doing some homework again, realising that i still dont have any contacts that are actually good at night club game.

i started studying body language again, and how to keep a conversation. I read a few routines out of the "routines manual" by love systems. i figured out that my transition was an issue, after i sucessfully open, i would start talking about boring crap like where they were from and try to build off of that. usually resulting in an inevitable awkward silence.

So i armed myself with some transition routines, and decided to hit up Brisbane since a group of PUA's were gathering to do some nightclub game. i really needed to meet these guys..

we (knight, and myself) arrived to the packed city of brisbane whilst the sun was still shining. Knight then told me that we were meeting an aspiring coach called 'H'

along the way knight pointed out my first HB and told me to go. i didnt ask questions, i started walking up to her. i learned from my studying that my opener had to seem spontaneous, so i pulled out my samsung and pretended i just got terrible news. i said "shit! youve got to be joking" and was about to follow up with asking her "why does every girl hate vegetarian food?" from over my shoulder. but before i said anything she turned and walked off..if only i had been faster instead of hesitating to plan my move..

SO, im introduced to 'H' a shorter than average muscle bound jock with a tan and man-scaped facial hair. he introduces himself to me as 'H' with a smile on his face. He says yes when i ask him if it's just one letter.

His two asian friends immediatly notice my feather earring (i wear it as an anchor to remind me of my goals and my purpose..plus girls actually open me because of it sometimes) and call it peacocking.

So we walk and talk to H and his cool wing Alex. H and Alex had a boot camp recently and in my opinion they would make awsome coaches. these guys know how to teach!

H and Alex enlightened me about our own frames, and how to control yourown frame to use it as a seduction steroid. Alex continuously fixed weak points in my body language and voice tonality, i can speak like so alpha now!

H spotted a HB on the side of the street, she was on her mobile (they always are if theyre alone, waiting for friends) and asked me how i would approach her.

For some reason i couldnt think of an opener. H wasnt concerned about my opener however, instead he was more concerned about how i present myself. He could easily sense my approach anxiety at that moment. So he said i should get into a certain frame.

He said i should talk to that girl as if i were speaking to my 6 year old neice. Because i have nothing to fear in that situation. Luckily she was a little short so i could picture her as a Toddler, and i approached.

about 6 meters away, she noticed that i was approaching her (spontaneity was off the table) and i wasnt going to open her over my shoulder....shes only 6 years old for christ sake.

So i open with "hey! you look bored playing on your phone, are you waiting for your friends?" i said it as if i was talking to a 6 year old child, so it was energetic and bouncy. immediately she lit up, she was indeed waiting for her friends.

i remember to skip the boring talk and go to a transition routine. this one i made myself. "hey do girls have something against vegetarian food or something? i just went on a date today and took her to Vapiano's, after the meal she said 'thanks' and took off without saying a good bye!" ill admit this routine needs some work but this was the first time i used it. She responded very positively, she was actually a vegetarian herself. Since we had so much in common i started building rapport instantly, i made sure i was locked in a relaxed position leaning on the wall, staring into her eyes as we talked and smiling along the way.
The only thing that was missing in my opinion was some kino.

however the conversation reaches a dead end again and we are left with silence...and then a miracle
She actually re-initiates the conversation with me, asking about the feather earring! i tell her one of my feather earring routines "yeah the cherokee tribe gives these earrings to the bravest warriors, i apparently became a great warrior by helping an old lady with her grocery bags haha" the conversation delves deeper into more spiritual stuff.

i tell her that my temple is having a sort of festival this saturday and that she should come,and then i number close...my first number close! i leave her with a hug.

oh yeah and i forgot to say, i found out that she is 30 even though she looks 20! thats pretty hot in my opinion! (im 19 by the way)

Afterwards i feel like a million bucks! H and alex are really proud of me and see a whole bunch of potential in me. They say they will happily help me out with night club game which is their speciality

Oh yeah and that girl who looks like miley ended up being mad at me for being so complex instead of easy going.

What i learned:

Frame of mind is really important when you approach, controlling your frame is an awsome skill

Girls in Brisbane are all very open to conversation instead of the girls in Surfers Paradise

I am actually improving!

How you open is not that important, how you present yourself is. a conversation transition is needed however so you can do some DHV

`Feather

Wow....just wow....its been a very very long time since ive made another journal entry.

Looking back at how AFC i was is amazing, because i realise how much ive grown since then.

firstly i stopped making journal entries because one day when i was typing a huge post, longer then any of my other posts, my browser crashed and i was so frustrated i couldnt be bothered writing it up again.

Since my last post ive gone through rejection, failure, stagnation, depression, humiliation, desperation and then repitition of those feelings again and again.

This game is 100 times harder than you think, but it is 1000 times more rewarding- DJ FUJI (MPUA)

i dont know if i think about my own body language anymore, or if i automatically have good body language. I dont look for IOI's anymore, because i can just automatically tell when she likes me (she will like me eventually)

i dont run out of things to say, and if i do its because the sexual tension is so high it leaves us both breathless.

to make a long story short, i am a better man.

to make a short story long; i guess i can tell the steps to how i improved...

1. Cold approach, and take note at how bad you are at this.

2. Research: ask friends, read notes, try to figure out why the cold approach went wrong. Prepare yourself and try again.

3. Cold approach again: guess what? this time went a little bit better, you had some light touching, non stop eye contact...until the point where you ran out of stuff to talk about...well say good bye for now

4. Frustration: what book teaches you how to talk about anything, everything, anywhere? none! what the can you do now?

5. Warm approach: wow this girl is really good at talking, shes pretty funny, you might have to remember some of the stuff shes saying and use it if the same subject comes up with one of your cold approaches!

6. Cold approach: that conversation material you remembered from that warm approach is really helping, you guess girls know how to make other girls laugh. infact this cold approach is going so well that youre going to take some of her conversation material aswell!

7. Open, Leave, Repeat: every successful open gives you more material to talk about, the more the pair of you talk and laugh, the longer the eye contact holds.

8. Use your body to tell her you like her:
Well you learned from a friend that while youre talking to the girl, which you are very good at now, you can touch her arm, lower back, back of her neck. eg: "yeah so the restaurant is just down that road (point down the road with one hand, and touch her elbow with the closest hand to her)" and dont you dare think about breaking eye contact, and never even consider wiping that cheeky grin off either. the words that are coming out of your mouth are normal, but your body is telling her that youre already more than just friends.

9. Experiment: she likes to talk to you, shes comfortable to your warm hands, she smiles when she looks at you and she looks at you when she smiles. you understand what girls like talking about and what they dont like talking about. So you can talk about anything. This is a great time to bust out one of those legendary canned routines youve checked up? for example, you could use the question game by Mystery..

You say "heres the game, i ask you a question and then you ask me a question but you cant ask the same question twice"
Remember to smile, look into her eyes, and you can have your arm around her now....its not awkward if you escalate kino while talking, she will be too busy thinking about what youre saying instead of which shoulder your arm is going around.

start slow, and build up "ok how many boyfriends have you had?"-----"whens the last time you kissed a guy?"-----"whens the last time you had sex?" "last time you masturbated?" "last orgasm?" "can we kiss now?"

great you kissed, feel free to bust out another golden routine like "the strawberry fields"
talk about how you like the free salsa lessons on fridays, or the free tour to city hall at 12pm, invite her, get her number, and prank call her to break the ice of phone game.

10. Success: Did she flake? well then you should repeat the last few steps. luckily youre used to rejection, humiliation, and desperation already at this stage. If she showed up then good job! She likes you, you like her, go have some babies!




Now this is a very very verrrrry rough history of my journey throughout the last year. the main thing that helped me to improve was these 3 questions that will help you at any stage of your life

what did i do?
what should i have done?
what will i do next time?

i remember my first journal entry looked like this:

currently a virgin.
good looking.
average height and body build.
studying as a uni student to become a pilot.
girls have called me "perfect boyfriend material".
Ive never tried opening a set of people i dont know.
Every girl ive made out with and came close to having sex with has picked up me instead of me picking up them.
i have never kissed a girl above a 7/10.
I panic when a girl says "lets dance".
I always get LMR.

Here is what i want:
To have sex with 10's
To be known through out my campus as the party king (Van Wilder sort of thing)
To quit masturbation so my sex drive can be focused on more productive things
To be able to read body language like a pro
To be able to open sets so easily that i can do it almost unconsciously
To approach 10 sets every time i go out
To be able to dance comfortably so i dont embarrass myself or the girl im with

Almost a whole year has passed and i need to update these goals since ive changed the way i see the world quite a bit now:

not a virgin.
still good looking.
average height and skinny body build.
studying as a uni student to become a pilot.
i am "perfect boyfriend material".
i approach people even if i dont know them
I pick up girls, who are more than happy to be with me
i have never kissed a girl above a 7/10.
I dance because i like to laugh at my stupid moves
everyone gets LMR from time to time
i read body language like a pro

Here is what i want:
To have sex when i want
To be known through out my campus as a normal fun guy
To quit masturbation, good joke
To approach 1 girl and take her home if i want
To dance

`Feather

Right, so apparently ive been away from this online community longer than i thought.

I read in "sticking points" of all the problems i used to have. what to do when you run out of things to say, why i keep getting flakes, girls arent noticing me enough in clubs etc.

i remember i met a coach who told me "just be yourself, youre young and social, you dont need routines, techniques or whatever" at first i thought that it was really shit advice. "be myself?" ive tried being myself and it hasnt worked, thats why im here.

a few monthes passed ( alot of approaches, a couple closes) and i started to realise what he meant.

We talk so much about tactics, mystery method, gunwitch method, double your dating, speed seduction, whatever. And then you use that stuff in the field, and calibrate, you calibrate so much that those methods become apart of you. and you can go on autopilot and automatically attract the girl.

But then you start to get lazy, youve said the same routines so many times it gets boring to you, so you start inventing your own routines because by now you understand what makes a girl laugh, what makes her think, and what makes her feel attraction. you invent your own routines, and because you thought of these lines, you feel so good.

after a while you dont need to use lines anymore, funny, amazing stuff keeps coming into your mind automatically....and before you know it you are being yourself and attracting the girl at the same time.

i still think the advice "just be yourself" is terrible advice even though it makes sense to me now. instead what i did was i found which PUA's had my sense of humour and my style. They helped me to be myself because they were similar to me, and girls found them attractive.

some guys are attractive because they are smooth talkers, they talk slowly and can build a lot of tension with their relaxed movements and deep eyecontact.

some guys are attractive because they are high energy, cheeky, and have no filters like Tyler Durden

some are attractive because they are direct, and have a boyish sense of humour like Sasha

and some are cocky funny, like DeAngelo

i found the people who made the most sense to me, like Juggler. i took bits and pieces from all of the people i liked and put them to use, the reason i did this was because i was similar to these people and in a way they were just teaching me to become a better version of myself.

so when i see a sticking point about why this opener didnt work, or the girl didnt like my kiss close routine, its usually because you dont seem like the type to use that style. i wouldnt open a girl with the dental floss opener because it doesnt really make sense to me and why i should say that.

So find what your style is and stick to it, you will pass every shit test, congruence test because you are just being yourself.

Quitting masturbation for a young person will do more to motivate to to achieve your goals than 90% of of anything else.

_________________
www.quitporngetgirls.com

Yeah i tried quitting masturbating for about 3-4 weeks, i noticed a lot more anxiety when i was around girls, i also found myself becoming attracted to unattractive girls. Also i became really needy, a single flake would drive me up the wall.