Well guys, although I said that I'd be leaving women alone for awhile, I haven't been. I've extremely horny lately and it's motivated me to go get pussy, but at the same time, I've made some poor decisions. I'm going to try and keep the story simple and short, though it most likely will not because of all the complicated details.

Well basically today, I was supposed to go on another date with another girl, but I've managed to set up another date. For anyone old enough to know, or used to use, telephone chatlines. I basically used that to set up a date. So like I've said, I've been extremely horny for the past few days. I've offered several girls in my phone dates and rides to a hotel where we can chill. Most of the girls turned me down, one didn't, but eventually she cancelled, so all of them basically. So eventually I was horny enough to call a telephone chatline. I called and basically spam messaged a bunch of women to see if any of them were horny and just wanted a quick fuck. Think of it no differently than you would think of POF or better yet craig's list.

So after a while of hunting, I find one girl who was slutty enough just to fuck without much conversation. I talked to her on the chatline for abit, we exchanged numbers, and then I set up the date. I went to the store and bought some liquor and withdrew 100 dollars for hotel fees and anything else that would've happened. After that I went home, and thank god I was smart enough to take all my credit cards out, or I would've been in terrible shape. So basically I went out to the city to pick this girl up.

I roll up to her house and it's basically in the ghetto, nothing wrong with that, I've had plenty of cousins out that way. My brother-in-law used to stay out that way. So I thought nothing of it. Eventually I pick her up, and I ask her which motel did she wanna stay in. SHE THEN ASKS ME FOR 20 FUCKING DOLLARS. THAT SHIT SHOULD'VE BEEN A RED FLAG. After that I made another mistake by not being in charge of the situation. She basically guided me down to stoney Island, a tough neighborhood in Chicago, I've been there a few times, but never alone. I was fortunate that nothing happened. We went to a motel, and I left the bitch alone in my car, but I don't think she took anything, hopefully not.

So basically I get the liquor, we get set up, and I up to the room. We both get naked, we turn on some porn, and I was about to finally make shit happen. So basically she turns off all the lights, another red sign. And went to the bathroom to take a shower. So I'm butt naked in the bathroom with her, and my dick's out and hard. She's rubbing it, and I'm like OH MAN THIS IS IT!!!! I'VE WAITED FOR YEARS! And then I ask her to get on her knees and blow my cock, I'm like cool. Then she asks if I can eat her pussy. now this is the part that got complicated. I said cool, and I went to go get my Cunnilingus from my bag. She says, "um why you doin' that?" And I said, I pratice safe sex, I don't eat raw pussy, especially from a woman I just met 2 hours ago. So she was like, "um no thanks, take me home." I WAS DETERMINED! So I said, no we can skip the oral, lets fuck. So we get on the bed and she spreads her legs, and my dick was ON HER PUSSY. I mean I was 1 thrust away from getting my dick wet, and she says, no eat my pussy.

Now you guys have to understand, I don't object to eating women, I really don't. But the bitch's pussy smelt funky. There was no way I was going to eat funky hood pussy raw. So I go back to get my cunnilingus. But I forgot my lube, and basically I was a dumb ass and still tried to do it. Low and behold the thing didn't work, and I'm worried that the protection popped open, though it was multi-layered oral protection, and I did a thorough mouth-rinse afterward.

So finally after all those failed attempts to fuck, I said, fuck we can go home. So we're putting back on our cloths, and I had a feeling she was going to try this, but I didn't wanna cause drama in the motel room. So I put back on the cloths, and I return the key and look in my wallet, and basically the bitch stole 65 dollars from me. I confronted her about it and she told me she didn't do it, but I knew she did it. THEN she lied to me and told me if I told the authorities she would report me for sleeping with a minor. Now I know the woman was well into her 20s because I was smart enough to look her up online before, but still, she lied about her age told me she was 31 when really she was like 19 or 20. She took my money, and then you know what she tells me? She said, "if you lick my pussy I'll give you back the money." I told her to keep 20 and give me back 40, she said no. I basically said fuck it, I knew she was poor and so I basically allowed her to keep it because I live in a middle class home and I'm well off. I left the bitch and my ego got damage. My biggest regret is that I just lacked complete situational awareness, and the situation could've went alot worst. She could've set me up or worst, had me robbed or killed.

I'm grateful I'm alive, but at the same time I'm pissed that I was that thirsty for pussy. I've learned my lesson. Never fuck a woman that you have never earned. I finally understand why I need to find quality women. I will never again try to fuck a woman that I have not earned. I will be more aware, and most importantly, I will always pratice caution. This is definately a life lesson.

Taos Lust