Just broke of a two month relationship that we moved fast in( to the point of sleeping with her for a lot of the nights of these two months ). it was mostly one sided because i didnt realize how much her previous four year relationship affected her ( it was abusive) . he would physical and emotionally torture her.

she continually told me she wanted me and loved me but never really showed it. things slowed down when she started to be distant ( it went from three times a week to once a week). i brought this issue up calmly we came to the conclusion that she values loneliness over me and that i would never understand her. i couldnt stand it being in a one-sided relationship anymore and broke it off with this after trying to show her how much i want to be there for her and her being unresponsive and rejecting me from her heart.

" I understand why you like to be alone because no matter what you aways have yourself in the end. good bye and thank you for the memories we made (: "

to note;
this was over text because she wouldnt see me in person about this
this is my second relationship that i wanted to be in
i do realise i have other options and chose her over a lot of the women in my life
i have my own life and never wanted to lose my "identity" with her
happened tonight 12/19


i have a job interview in about 14 hours and dont want it leeking into something that can influence my capital.

i would like your guys opinion on what i should do

thanks for your time and i appreciate it.

Just forget about her. It was your decision to finally break up with her and right now you got an interview coming up so focus on that.

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Learn from your mistakes, don't make the same mistakes twice.

Thanks fragger i appreciated that.

i realised i was in a emotional state when i wrote that and came to the conclusion with myself being happier without her.

currently focused on ten things that i can do to improve my overall quality of life and plan on doing them along with writing down what I liked about her and didn't so i could guide myself on the right path to a women i truly will be able to fall in love with.