| Hello, I signed in on this forum long time ago. I apologize for my bad english and I hope I posted it in right session.
The reason why I'm writing this is: there's this girl in my class I talked to like 2 months ago.
We were in a group of her friends. I knew from the very beginning that what I want to do is to comfort her friends with my person. I did random questions, stories, etc.
Everything was going smoothly I joked, teased her, it was fine, girls asked me if I would go with them to a club, I said I dont know if I can, then she looked at me with a kind of a surprising and disapointed look "why?" I added I was in hospital not that long time ago and I dont know whether I can go out to such a loudly place. She said: "I'm sure something like that won't stop you"
Me: "I'm looking forward to it though not promising anything, will see, firstly I need to check it out with my buddies".
Didn't ask her for number as we are meeting every 2 weekends for 3 days.
She didnt come since then to any of meetings, as I know she was too busy with her work.
At the last meeting I asked her friends what is up with XXXX, they told me she is in hospital. I was trully schocked, I commented about this but I didnt want to show any affection thus didnt ask any more question about her.
And here I think I screw it. Few days ago, due to the circumstances I wrote to one of her friends a message with a random stuff about diploma paper and to say "hi" from me to XXX and wishing quick recovery.
Didnt get any reply.... though there was nothing to reply to, but still I wonder if I came by my actions as a needy to them(HER, and her friend)
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