I don't give a fuck about what's going on, what people think, etc. I just do what I want. When I see a girl, I go up to her, introduce myself, talk about stuff I actually WANT to talk about, tell her I like her (the truth about what's going on between us, kinda) and if she doesn't like me back it's her problem, I throw here out of my mind and go find someone else.

Fuck what the girl thinks, fuck what anyone thinks, I just do what I like, no-one can change or affect me in any way, I don't like something about the situation - I leave, if I can't leave, I keep doing what I want to, even if that fucks up everything.

I make only what I want to happen happen.

I lead the human body I own, I care about myself, but I am away from feeling anything coming into myself or from myself to myself. I send data to the world and pick it up from the world, without worrying about any mental crap, what could my body feel etc..

I actually sense a LOT of Alpha coming from this mindset, I feel ridiculous and unstoppable.
++ This killed my depression. I see life like an opportunity instead of a burden. (I had severe problems with myself and found this mindset through meditating for a fix.)

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And then the name of this topic is "What do you think..."

I don't care. I wanted to now what I could do to improve this and to know if this is completelly correct, also, help those who could adapt this.

If you have nothing useful to say, please refrain from saying anything omgosh.

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This reminds me of that old school South Park where Cartman is playing that girl on Maury Povich and is like "I do what I want!"

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That's good or bad?

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If it's real, it's a really good mindset. If you are interested in the girls you talk with, and what they say it's a really really good mindset.
I swing from this to something way more beta like a rollercoaster, but yes i think this is definitely the way.
If your frame is not affected by situations/circumstances/happenings then you can call yourself an alpha.

Yup, I added a source of pleasure in my life after I got this mindset and another part to it.

Source of pleasure: Emotions. (Through emotional meditation, I'm extremelly romantic all the time and only because I want to be so, also, decreased overthinking by ALOT.)

Addition to the mindset: I give myself up (my help, my attention etc. but not too much opf it all, only what I want.) to everybody, if they mistreat me, I step back and note they did wrong. (Gives me almost ultimate social frame, just gotta watch out from being friendzied by the one's I want which is ez with the main mindset.)

EDIT: All of this was added without even consciously realizing the main mindset so it might mix. It was all added to release tension, stress and depression and also stabilize myself to what I can really control easily.

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Like someone posted above, if you are really feeling this way of approaching life; then it`s an epic approach. You are doing it right.

I mean, isn`t it what every single one of us wishes in our life? To act detached, not giving a fuck, as if there is no tomorrow, as you were about to die?

Perhaps you can give us some intel on how did you approached your meditation practice for us to try it.

To be honest, I wish I had that kind of mindset, even thou I`m not doing bad, I`m totally sure I can be better. And that`s what`s all about, being a better man everyday.

It's hard to remember now, but I created the mindset out of all the below:

1. Philosophy of Death, Life and Existance.
Just ask yourself what death, life and existance means to you.
To me life is a blink before death, life is what happens right now, what I am enjoying right now.
Death frees you of any responsibility to the world, so you may do as you wish if you have no fear of dieing.
Existance is grey, logic and dull. Everything in this world is meaningless and valueless, just particles floating around. Girls are just bodies and nothing else, just animals. Processes running through their minds.

2. Finding what you truly want and ignoring everything else.
Example.
There're 2 girls, they're both enemies to each other and would hate YOU for going for the other. What do you do? You take a girl anyways, no matter she hates you or not.

3. Mind Maps.
Remnember that there's NOTHING out of your mind that may affect you. You ALWAYS have everything you need and you're ALWAYS in charge of your thoughts and emotions. Try changing the way you feel, I mean, not your expression but your true feelings of right now. If you lead yourself to work you could feel bad, if you lead yourself to pleasures you could feel good. And all that's in the moment, right now, for you to choose.

4. Detachment from the society, losing the need for other people, becoming independent.
If you don't NEED the girl and just WANT the girl you always have more options.

5. 2 types of meditation.
1 TYPE: (freedom)
Notice yourself from a control screen. YOU'RE not in the game, YOU'RE not the human being, YOU'RE not the human mind, YOU'RE the being behind the screen just watching and controlling everything that happens to the human. You're a god. Imagine playing a video game, like GTA, you can doing anything you want to, right? So why not IRL? Who's gonna punish you? You could die, if it's a moment well lived, I get that you DON'T want to die, but what DO you want then? Do you want to play a game? What kind of a game? What is YOUR life?
2 TYPE: (emotional/values/pleasure)
Put up a chilled song that you know WILL give you calming, slight emotions.
Songs like this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cFlyTOiOng and this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hW1z_Q3DHWg work well for me.
Remember it's to notice your emotions on a deep level not to make you into a romance addicted sweet guy weirdo, you won't become that if you don't choose to.
Let the song play and just relax.
Pay attention to every word specifically here: Let everything flow. Let the song come into your mind and touch your deepest depths. Keep asking yourself "Do I have a heart? Do I have a soul? Do I have emotions?" and keep answering correctly to those questions. You could even start crying (I know it's not manly but whatever right?) or shout I HAVE A HEART, I HAVE A SOUL, while you meditate like this.
KNOW that you have EMOTIONS, don't try to amplify them, watch them, act on them or anything else, they may dissappear. Just let them be there and acknowledge them as a center of your life. (They actually are, philosophically, the only source of pleasure in ones life.)

6. Internal focusing.
With all this, the internal focus might've come on it's own but here's some help if you need to deepen it anyways.
"I need the society." Why? What are you gaining in your life because of society? How much of the society do you need? What could happen if you live quietly on your own? Would you become more powerful? Can you be dominant without so many friends around you? (Yeah, you can.)
Think about your own interests, wants, beliefs, don't focus on what he/she/them and really anyone wants. Why would you anyways? What do you have to gain?

ASK YOURSELF A LOAD OF QUESTIONS ALL THE TIME.

I went through massive depressions and nerve problems while I struggled with understanding this mindset, but I still think it's good to know and have.

ASK ME ANYTHING IF YOU NEED TO. (I might've missed or added something too much, so sorry if I have.)

Oh, yeah and remember... life is about enjoyment, so have fun as much as you can and take freedom into moderance. You don't have to consistently show off that I can do that and I can do that, do you want to? No. You want to enjoy life, may it be peacefully, may it be hardcore, it's your choice. (I'm a peaceful type myself.)

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Asking myself a shit load of questions it`s a process that`s already happening to me; for starters my own motivation to become a pua, to attract women.

Now that I`m giving it some serious thought, how can I know my interest is legit? I have tons of friends who had cousins and brothers that thought them these kind of arts, but I didn`t. My brother wouldn`t give me any real advice, nor he would liste or I would tell him. My father couldn`t care less.

Am I here for the wrong reasons? Aren`t we all here for the wrong reasons?
The interest in our female companions should be something from within, a deep desire inside your guts, not something society tells you it`s good, or something you have issues with.

Taking some me time to ask the right questions it`s the proper way of living this life, after all, I rest assured that women come into my life wheter I like it or not, I attract women into my circle, not the hot babes pua has been promesing since I ever got here; but women after all. That gave me experience, I don`t want to face this as a nunmbers game, something that if I practice long enough I can get good at. I want to get good at this by knowing girls that I trully have some interest in. It`s the hardest part, to know how to separate those girls from the others.

Something about this mindset irks me.
It touches upon some great and important themes don't get me wrong but i feel it misses something important.

On the face of it it seems to have very alpha qualities; but what is the role of an alpha male in his group?
Self-assured? Of course.
But would an alpha leave his pack to die because he "didn't give a fuck"?
To me this is not the mindset of an alpha, it is the mindset of a mad, blind man. (nihilistic perhaps?)

I genuinely do care about what other people think, not because I need their validation, but because I want other people to be happy too. I respect other people's opinion, I may think that they're wrong, but I respect it. I care about the consequences of my actions because I don't want to harm others.
Of course, there is a very fine line to tread!

This is a personal point but for me one of the reasons I enjoy living is because I enjoy people.
I enjoy making them laugh and smile; and i love it more when then can do it to me.
On this level, I most certainly give a fuck about others.

What I don't give a fuck about is what they think of how i look and any other similar assumptions!

I have been trying recently, and am yet to formulate exactly, the apparent contradiction that arises when I think that about certain things "I don't give a fuck" and others I most certainly do.

I don't feel i have expressed myself correctly, I can't quite put my finger on it but it'll do for now!
As always, open for discussion!
(This i guess forms part of a longer post I'm intending on writing)

p.s. I certainly think you are along the right lines and have almost arrived at the correct place, but I feel you need to assess why you're there.

I've been advancing my mindset. I advance all the time.
What I found out like 1h ago: Life is an adventure so I should live it like one.
It won't matter what people will think of me or anything like that, I know what will be, I'm just trying to live out what I want to live out. I don't have to be Alpha. I don't have to be charming. I don't have to be anything. I just live my own adventure. I don't have to live "correctly". I can be as incorrect as I please to be. It just doesn't matter. All I want is fun and freedom.

Ofcourse I don't just blindly disregard what people say or feel about me. I just don't even put it near a priority or a subpriority if I don't like or want to.

NOTE: My philosophy of life is based on nihilism tbh. The main being if death ever occurs, nothing matters.

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