| At school... There's this girl that I think I've used the thing called push/pull technique... She was walking alone, and I was smoking that time... She was about to go inside the school... It was i guess, the first time I saw her that way, and she was thinking of something deeply... Our other classmates were at her back, but not that really close to her as they walk... I can't help but feel curious I guess... I wanted to do something... As soon as I finished my cigarette, I moved on to go inside too... As she was walking, I touched her back, as I feel I have nothing to do, and I guess I just wanted to see her reaction... After touching her back, like a poke, and I remember it was 1 foot above her ass... But at the back, not her ass... I think I just wanted to make fun of her, then she looked back, but I evaded her face, and positioned myself as i can, as to where she can't see me.. I sort of really wanted her to not see me, but she did, but it was really fun... because she didn't see me immediately... She was shocked to see that it was me... She knew that the people behind her were our other classmates... She said, "Oh, it's Sin, you shocked me.." I really remember her being shocked.. I just laughed at her, and went on my way... I looked back, and she was smiling... She already has a boyfriend, but I have no plans on stealing her... I just wanted to make her feel something different, because I sorta have a soft spot for people like her... She was walking alone, instead with my other classmates... Was thinking something deep... I didn't show any kind of attraction towards her after that... Like, it's like a big deal for me... I just really wanted to make her feel something different as she walks there alone, thinking of something really deep... I guess, as I have read about seduction things on the net, that I maybe put a very good impression, and I wasn't like the other guys who do that because they're horny or something... I have read about the, "emotional part of the brain", and I guess, with that touch, and I think I just flirted with her, from her thinking of something deeply, and I don't what she was thinking, then suddenly out of the blue, she gets touched by someone, and her thoughts maybe told her, "Hm!?" Maybe, she guessed, and as she knew the people at her back were our other classmates, from the shock i think she felt "fear", then her brain told her, because she was thinking deeply, and maybe thought also that it's her other classmates, but just made sure, "who's that?", then she didn't saw anyone, as our other classmates weren't still that near, and i saw them looking at us, while i tried to hide at wherever her head faced, and then she looked at the front fast after a couple of seconds, maybe 1.5 or 1.7, then she saw, me, and took a breath i guess, and said that she was shocked by me... she then felt relief that what she saw was her classmate, but I'm still a little mysterious those times, and i guess until now, as I am a busy person, with a lot of things that is going on in my life, outside of school... I don't really hang-out frequently with them after class, like going on malls, etc. I was already in, and she just entered the campus, I looked back at her, and she was smiling back... I never showed some kind of attraction towards her after that... Like, we're just classmates again... I think that made her do things to me, and it makes me feel like, "oh, shit, what if she falls for me..." or something like that... I can't do it... Because I already courted someone, and it was an epic fail... At first, it was alright, but I just realized I became to needy of her... I even bought her gifts, gave her a pink jacket that was bought by my mom for me, and every time I visit her, as she was a saleslady at a mall, with a small stand, selling some tech items, accessories, etc., I buy her some chocolate as when it was our first time meeting, I thought she liked me because I bought her chocolate because I sort have felt some liking on her, and honestly, all i wanted to do to her was fuck her... I tried to seduce her through material things... I thought she would appreciate my concern, but I found out to myself that I have been planning to just do those things just to have her in bed... I wanted to make money, because I will join a business, and I always become the one who is sad after the end of the day... O.K... I said bye, I need to wake myself up... I read a couple of, "How to attract girls" back then, but it is just my first time this year to come across this Pick-Up Artist thing... I even noticed that I have been doing that Push/Pull technique at so many girls right now at school... One even assumed that I like her, because I flirted with her at some time back then, told her that her eyes look pretty, because I've been searching for someone for a pretty long time with brown eyes, because I remembered another epic fail of me being so needy, that I destroyed my own image at fb, because I wrote so many long fucking romantic novelty shit on my statuses, to only find out that she already deleted me as a friend, and the worst part of it is that I even was the one who was egotistical, and became angry at her... I looked like a fool... I also noticed that this girl at class, she was one of those who were at the back of the 1st girl I've mentioned about, and she has a very good-looking boyfriend... I sometimes notice that we look at each other with a sense of, "What if I was your boyfriend/girlfriend..." I don't know... I don't want to steal her from her boyfriend, as I am a friend of that dude... This one girl at school also tried to seduce me... She touched my balls at a practice... I'm not really playing hard to get... I just do my own thing... You know? I go to school, and as I am saving money for the business I was talking about, I just go home... Smoke... My E-Cig is useless right now... lol. Whatever... I guess I became mysterious to them... They haven't even seen the half of me... I guess that just made them to approach me... Instead of me, approaching them. Some guys approach a girl like there's no tomorrow.... Yes, we men really do have sexual urges, and that's natural... women too... I have also read that women are more sexual maniacs than us!!! I knew it... But other guys are impatient, so they hold the girl like even holding their boobs, or whatever, like that thing that you do because you did it on impulse thing, they don't do it the right way... They may be seen as just some horny guy that wants to get inside her pants... I try to be different... I'm a Muslim... I just hold my beliefs & values... 1 time too, while I was alone at the classroom, because I went early at school, that girl who touched my balls looked at me with something on her face that she was sexually attracted to me... I'm not quite sure how I do those things... I was one time asked by someone at our village, "Why are you and your brother chick-magnets?" I thought, "what?" But, I just smiled, and just pondered to that... "Yey, I'm a chick-magnet." I also noticed that some girls at school that are being followed by many guys, and I even get annoyed by some boys there, that really irritates those girls one time, and even many times, as i know they are attracted to those girls, but what they show is like they act tough, like they are some sort of gangsters wanna-bes, and I know that girl, as I talked to her one time, and I get better views of girls on me than other guys at school... Damn.. I'm really interested on developing this kind of ability... I want to really tap into my potential on attracting more women in my life... I am interested in women... How their mind work... How they think... It's really good to read about this stuff, as my life becomes so much better than before, and it makes my interactions with women better than what other guys they come in contact with have... It's very long... I even have this sexual chemistry with my own teacher... And lastly, I just want to say this, but I knew it, because I even made her cry, because at class, we were talking about the menstrual cycle of a woman, and I was curious about on when a girl can have sex again, I saw her eyes poured sweat, and i was like, "what the fuck did i do?" I already had the feeling that it may do something to her, but I made sure.. There, she was holding her tears... A couple of days, her attitude towards me became different.. O.K.... I hope you learned something here... Push/Pull technique is really good... I didn't even realized that I was already doing it... The fact that I have some knowledge about it, makes it my game more exciting everyday. I'm still looking for more ways, and I hope too that I can be a great member of this community.... I would like to help, and be helped as I climb to become a better person... Thank you very much for reading some of my experiences with them ladies... Take care. Bye.
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