My Masterbation Addiction Story!



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PostPosted: Sat Sep 29, 2012 3:50 am 
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Hey guys, I'm here to tell you a problem i used to have and how it fucked me over multiple times in the past! I'm currently a 20 year old bodybuilder so i should have no problems with my downstairs tools right? Wrong. I'm going to take you back to the summer of 2009 where this problem first came to be. I was bad at my game then and was single for about 2 years without any interaction with any girls at the time. So as you probably guessed i was masterbating frequently to online porn. I ended up meeting this girl through friends and we started talking but since i was bad at picking up women it took me almost the whole summer trying to get with her and one day, at her friends house we were just watching tv then her friend and her bf *went to the bank* :wink: to do whatever they had to. Things started to get hot and heavy with us and eventually ended up in her friends bedroom. I was excited for this moment something i worked on all summer to get and guess what happened? I got hard for only a min and become impotent.. couldnt get it back up. It was probably the most embararassing moment of my life. I couldnt believe this was actually happening and you think that moment between us ever happened again? No i never got my chance with her again.

Second time was with my current gf i started seeing at the beginning of feb of this year. Again i was masterbating the entire time i was without a girlfriend and this probably affected my relationships with other ppl especially women because of that fear of not being able to deliver. I know some of you are probably thinking that it could just be low testosterone or some shit like that but guess what? Being a body builder i was on steriods (Dont judge me) Injecting 5x the normal testosterone in me. I was a walking boner at the time and it felt amazing! So really i shouldve had no problems getting it up especially with all the extra test in me right? Wrong again. For the second time in my life i become impotent again after a minute of being hard..... At the time i just made some excuse of it being my diet plan and how it causes less of a libdo to her and she was understanding over it. So i put it to the test and didnt masterbate for about 2-3 weeks after the first attempt. And when i went to go put it in her again... BAM! It worked. My impotency was gone, i wasnt as hard as ive couldve been when i did masterbated at 1st but after a couple more weeks it become fully fuctional again!

So yeah thats one of my deepest secrets ive kept to myself and i thought id share it with you guys because noone should have to go through that embarassment in there lifes! Masterbation towards internet porn can cause impotency and really mess with you when it comes to real women.

Hope this helped you guys in anyway! :D


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PostPosted: Sat Sep 29, 2012 4:10 am 
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Hi, masturbation has long term health consequences.Read my posts in the health n fitness section.I feel for the women when you could'nt perform.Imagine how demoralising to their self esteem when it's not their fault. :cry:

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PostPosted: Sun Sep 30, 2012 7:25 pm 
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I just recently downloaded a porn blocker. Whenever I even see a girl in a bikini online, I want to go on porn. This helps a lot.


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PostPosted: Mon Oct 01, 2012 8:21 am 
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When did you/have you come off steroids, in relation to the masturbation/relationship/not masturbating story?


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It will not be to do with the wanking my friend, it will be the steroids, this is obviously a laymans advice, check with a doctor, this shit is too serious for a internet forum.


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meditation helps

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PostPosted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 2:31 am 
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Like i said the first time i wasnt nor never tried steriods it wasnt untill the second one that i was half way through my cycle. Im a experienced steriod user so i know the effects of them and no it wasnt because of that, it was a porn addiction. I did the 90 day no porn/masterbation test and my life couldnt be better now! I recommand it to everyone who has similar problems :D


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