alright basically you just need to go out there and be active. go to a bookstore and get a free daily local newspaper. look at a bunch of events that is happening and choose which one you like to do.
normally for me i just participate all kinds of events because i'm an active person and i just hate being hate at home. i socialize with random people in order to improve my social skills and to build confidence. just go out there and have fun.

just wanted to say how great i am now after this phase which was really hard to go thru....

thanks to the advice u guys gave, i also want to recommend David DeAngelo's programs.

''On being a man that naturally attracts women'' and ''Deep Inner Game''

they helped me soo MUCH, honestly if you ever feel shit.. or you're still looking for happiness cuz we r all looking for that in the end.. download these two....

Thanks again to all who even read my messages, you atleast helped not feel alone.

Sincerely,

G

I went exactly to the same procedure, i used to be a mack then i turned into a shady guy. Eventually i told myself its enough and went at my problems face on. I dont live with my parents but my aunt cause she's in my origin country, i had friends that judged and mocked me, so many hard stuff. I was scared of being who i am, that guy who isnt stuck up like society is. Anyways, lean back, fuck the world and do what you feel like. Your friends are wack? Find better ones, friends come and go. Relax and think about nothing at all, thats like meditation. Basicly face your problems, dont get caught up about them.

With the highs of and the lows of model life it's normal to feel this way when you stop.

Keep busy.

Find a passion.

Read more books.

Take up a hobby.

Do something cleansing like meditation or yoga.

Good luck with your journey!


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