Hello.... Name's Sails.

I recently turned 32, from Southwest Missouri. I'll be getting a divorce soon, from what I thought would be a wonderful life with a girl that I fell in love with who turned out to be a woman with more issues than Time Magazine.

I was pretty depressed for a couple of months and out of the blue I got a call and spoke to an old Marine Corps buddy of mine. He offered a place to stay and to party in El Paso over the recent 3 day holiday weekend. He shared a book with me that he claims to have changed his life after a recent breakup that he had. "The Game" by a guy named Strauss. Before reading the book he told me some clif notes and we went out in town to try and pick up some girls.

It's been a long long time since I've tried to pick up any girls. I watched him spark some conversations with a lot of good looking girls and I had a good time following him and contributing, kind of, to the conversation. I got a little intense at times talking about my marriage so it ruined the chances we had.

Soon my buddy told me that I need to try and start conversations with some girls. By this time had a few bears in me and my words werent coming out like they do in normal situations. He spotted a set for me and within a few minutes I finally got the courage to approach them. I'm sure these two girls saw me starring like a creep for those few minutes so it didn't help me any. I walked up to them and tried asking them a question but I kept slurring and studdering, not getting the question out properly and totally looking like a fool. One of them was married, and her husband was behind me, huge harry ogar looking dude, totally freaked me out. The other girl asked, "Are you gonna be here all night because we were in the middle of a conversation..." I mean, shit! I immediately turned and walked away, my buddy watching this from afar and I could see him laughing.... I felt stupid, lol. These girls were probably 5's at best. But we thought they'd be a good practice for me. Turns out, I don't like rejection... haha

Anyway, that night I decided to just get waisted and watch Barboza handle the girls and I played his retarded white friend.

The next day I nursed my hangover and purchased "The Game" on my Nook and started reading. I'm still working on it actually, but its not really a manual, more like a story, a story that I'd like to be a part of some how.

My goal is to regain some confidence and would like to have the skills to pick up my first HB10 or more.

I'm a virgo who enjoys candle lit dinners, long walks on the beach and sex.


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I almost forgot to share my score. I've probably been with about 12 women, maybe a few more, but I literally relied on my looks and snarky remarks. I was a Marine for almost 5 years so I had a body like a greek god, during college i was knocking them out left and right because of the toga fraternity parties and easy sorority girls, but i didn't, and still don't, have game. I'm a big nerd at heart.

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Sincerely,

Sails