Introduction

A little about me

26 years old, semi attractive, black, 5'10, 155. Confident but introverted. I have over 40+ lays but mostly its been women who have come on too me. I would like to attract, close women who I am attracted too period. I would also like to fuck different races more.

I just moved into my own place yesterday, so I decided now is the time to start a journal to start documenting my adventures.

I appreciate all comments and I know I need to improve so please feel free. I would like to soak up some knowledge from you guys as I am a bastard and no one ever showed me how to get women. I had to rely on my looks and as I age I want to have game to compliment my skills.

So I was walking to Walgreens Pharmacy for a bus card heard some light footsteps catching up with me, so I look to my left and a HB9 is walking past. I check her our she notices. I cross the street to the pharmacy and she follows. I am thinking in my head what to say to her and the moment passes. First post of my journal is a fail!

Hey man, by starting i journal i should focus on goals and stuff like that. Feel free that take my style of writing in your journal. When u read your journal back, you want to see how you are progressing.

Build it up slowly.
- Approaching
- Holding the conversation
- Attraction
- Closing
- Getting laid.

It takes time and dedication. Keep challenging yourself and you will get there.

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Thanks for the tips, I will check out your journal when I get off of work,

Before I get to goals, I would like to share what happened to me on my commute home. I was got off the bust and saw this attractive girl crossing the street to my bus stop. I got there first and just let my body relax. I saw her notice me out of the corner of my eye but was surprised when she said do you know when the bus arrives. I said no, but I will find out for you. While I was looking for the bus arrival time on my cellphone she was standing facing me and all i could do is look at her belly in the meantime. So i basically i failed to escalate. I feel bad because she was hot. I vow this will not happen to me again today!

Goals


I have found success in the past gaming women online and bedding women who have shown attraction to me. But my main goal is to be able to build attraction with women I want to bed. I want to be able to act more on attraction signals and learn to become the fucking man.

I want to learn how not to be so shy, I learned in college through the myer briggs PT that I was a extreme introvert. I am untrusting of new people and need to break out of my shell more.

As far as my personal life, I will update details of myself as I post.

This weekend pretty much sucked. I tried to go to the air and water show, I even invited one of the hottest girls from my high school. She agreed to go but overslept and wanted to get her hair done but offered to meet up with me later. I said played it off and said "whenevers clever we will get in tune". In all honesty I was very disappointed.

Other than that I pretty much drank beer all day feeling sorry for myself.

In fact, a few minutes ago I was trying to bum a cigarette from a hb4or5 and I said "excuse me" and she turned around and kept walking. I blame it on me being tired as ever and not being able to keep my eyes open.

I did get a compliment on Sunday by the lady in the laundry mat. She said I looked fresh and more alive. I was happy she said that because I just moved out a bad situation and Ii realize I must have looked depressed. This is a new day for me and new opportunities. I will try not to keep up the bad work!

This past weekend was really insane. I will start with Friday...

Friday Night: I get home from work at about 6:30 and I walk to the corner store get me a beer and sit on the porch because there are a lot of women in the neighborhood.

At about 9-10PM a 37 year old came over to the porch where I was hanging with a few of my roommates and tried to throw herself at me. She called me beautiful and starting touching me a lot. I was not very attracted to her but her constant Kino made my dick jump. My roommate went inside and she followed got naked wanted someone to fuck her but she was so drunk I left it alone. It was crazy she kept coming back her family was fighting with her to stay off the porch it was quite a high to be the center of attention like that.

Next off I got up with a girl from HS, (I am 26) who had the biggest titties in school. She sent me off after inviting her out but I kept pursuing her and she eventually came around. We are supposed to hang out tonight and I believe I can fuck her. She asked me to send her a picture of my "wet Chest" after I said I was going to take a shower. Mind you she has huge chest and I said only if I can see yours. She called me boo feels good re connected over FB. I'm in a good zone and learning from you guys. Dont give up because she may just be giving you a shit test!