Hello guys , this is my first topic for in field action . I must say i am in a critical moment of my life , its a transformation for me because i found that my life sux.
You see i was the normal guy hanging on its pc internet , play games when i had free times , i relied so many times on getting IOI for me to move for the kill .

Now and after 4 years of inactivity , i am back even harder and motivated i watch psychological videos that help develop motivation and self confidence , i visit a shrink who is btw a cute hb 7, and try to improve my life into a more fun and outrageous one . All i want from you guys is feedback , opinions , and most important encouragement and to push me forward , i will be there for you guys whenever i can .

REPORTS: - Today , i saw this cute HB 9 great style tall girl , my AA starts to kick in then i remember the words " you hesitate you masturbate " from the Asian dude in simple pick up , and remember that i am a man and need to have some balls so , i used a direction opener followed by a direct approach " i dont care about that place , i came to say to you you are amazing today" , she told me thank you and started to act bit bored and bitchy . She wasnt that cold but it cant help like this and i failed to find jokes or fun statement to add to the conversation , i tried to get her name she refused then i said " you know what i am a man and i did what i had to" and ejected , espacially when she told me she had a test .

- After that , i go to a mature woman that seduced me 3days before told me she was never married and told me where she lives ....alone. It was great , but since she told me that she work where i study so i didnt NC ( big mistake ), today went to take her number, but she was in a horrible mood we chit chat alas refused to give me the num saying " i will give you later , i change my num often " with a neutral face.

-I said to a tall big chested girl that i want to eat some of the apple or sandwich she had on her hands , well she actually told me here you go in a neutral reaction witch i reply by " i was kidding thnx" , a guy out there bursts into laugher then i go after her told tried to know her but got rejected again.

- I had other chances today witch i wasted , espacially a cute hb8 who smiled at me in the bus , failed to open her cuz of her not being alone .

POSITIVE POINTS: - After 4 years i am back , and i am willing to change .
- rejection isnt that bad after all.
- You get momentum and its fucking great you approach every single girl you like.
- No regret when you got for it.

NEGATIVE POINTS: - i didnt use my sense of humour .
- some interaction where rigid and cold .
-i wasted some chances.
- 0 success but i believe in victory some day or another

THNX guys for reading hope you give me you encourage me alot .

first of all, killswitch engage is an amazing band.

second of all, i like the openers, they display confidence... but i think you need to work on the followup. it seems like you do a great job of grabbing a girl's attention, but keeping it is where you fall short. i'd try something a little less assertive, like "hey, i'm new here and you look like the kind of person i'd like to get to know." especially during the day, you've got to keep conversations light and fun, not direct and sexual.

don't worry about your sense of humor though, it comes out when you feel comfortable. so actually try to get to know her. talk to her, naturally, and it'll come back.

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first of all thanx alot pal i am heppy to find at least one answer in my topic . and yea killswitchengage rox

-Yea i think the follow up needs some work , i need to sparkle the attraction one way or another, and the humor part well i must say i wasnt nervous in my approaches , i felt comfortable but the way girls react may catch me of guard , like to be with a girl thats not open or social , a girl that act shocked , or rejects you very fast and see through your attempts.

TODAY:
-After some days of inactivity due to the biggest flaw in my personnality witch is not pursing a goal i want , or finishing a thing i desire. I am studying the way to destroy this negative flaw with my shrink and through tony robbins videos( HE IS AN AMAZING MAN BTW)

-REPORTS: with that being said , today was a very hot day. After some hours of studies , i went outside and noticed in that hot weather girls around with clothes that make you go wild . Then , my inner lion came again and i wanted to approach once more , even if i failed to do so with some girls i saw , i approached a HB 5 woman to get momentum she had BL that showed no attraction . I used a direction opener and then ejected.

-My first approach gave me strength to go on , as i approached a cute HB 7 , thing is the conversation went great , i made her laugh and she was asking about me . Yet again , she blocked me later about having a boyfriend and she was just polite .

-That rejection wasnt harmful at all , i did what i had to and then went to other girls but nearly all had boyfriend on the phone or in reality.

POSITIVE POINTS: Its always good to be back in the game , i maned up once more and i will next time , fighting my stupid psychological beliefs.
I am more comfortable and using my funny side .

NEGATIVE POINTS: - for the time being none , i just need to get girls to the attraction area , and fight my beliefs of AA . [/b]