-GF of 6 months
-Took her virginity blablabla ok first everything
-Made a lot of mistakes because i was beta first few months, not knowing PUA and stuff

-At one party i went too far and got drunk and started stupid drama about nothing, she ignored me for 3 days after this but after a good long talk we went back together
-I told her i would stop drinking for a long period of time

-Last weekend i screwed up, i drank and she found out (doesnt mahter how) and now she broke up with me.. Its my own fault.

I asked her if we could talk or anything but she said she's done... I really love this girl and it crushes my soul to even imagine her being with another guy...

Is there any way i can possibly fix this?

Keep apologizing. Basically, you told her you would stop for a long period of time and you didn't. You chose to drink over your relationship with her when you did that. That hurts! Let her chill out for a few days and try apologizing again if need be.

The bottom line is you made her a promise, and you broke it. Obviously, the first time you did it she gave you a 2nd chance. She may not be willing to give you another. Its kind of hard to trust anything you say from this point on with what you are going to do.

Apologize, admit what you did was wrong, why it was wrong and do what you can but there is no magical formula for getting her back.

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Been around the world twice, Talked to everyone once...

Imo it's a bit of a silly promise to make in the first place, but fair play. It is true that you broke the promise and that comes down hard, especially on women. I've started drama myself with my LDR girlfriend when i was drunk, but never has she asked me to stop doing what i do (and yes that includes drinking). Up till now we have always been able to work it out and the drama was usually about things that I would have kept to myself, which obviously came out on a drunken rant. You have to remain the guy that she got attracted to in the first place. Changing yourself can make things go horribly wrong, or she could end up dictating your life.

I know it's hard when you're in love, really, but you have to keep your feet down and be the alpha.

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