So I have two girls that I see on the reg. It is amazing to see the other side of it. I went out with this girl to the bowling ally. She is a HB8 and we had some nice convo before we went out when we shared a puzzle at her place. She is smart and has a sexy athletic build. She has a degree and is privileged with lots of money.

I have never seen a women try to make me feel so crappy. She ignored me at the bar, and talked to these foreigners she knew the language of. Then she got a couple homies numbers.

At first I felt like I started it by talking to my attractive girls who are friends. Then after she just straight out ignored our pool game, I had to keep getting her. Then she left for half the bowling game to get a couple other dudes numbers, and she came back. Not plowed drunk, she still was aware of what she was doing. Like when I brought her back home she totally hit on all my other homies. I was thinking, am I gunna snap? Am I gunna snap? Then I just held it together with my smile.

The attention we had together for the night was during the bowling game. She gave me some attention. It was some fun smiles going back and forth.

I actually felt weird for awhile. I never feel weird. Not anymore. It was funny. I thought that their was some shame in my game, for about a hour. It was amazing how I got lost in my head. I was like, is she really fucking with me. I actually bowled bad, that never happens ether. Then one of my good friends who is a girl told me "she is not good enough for you." I was like wow I needed that!

At any rate I am interested to hear anything about this perspective of this girl homie. She is.. exactly.. What am I dealing with.. How should I play it.. She takes my mind into the middle of a maze. ahahaha

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Haha, well put perhaps I should elaborate. I would hit it, for the sake of the fuck being all crazy and shit.

When she was leading dudes on. I totally told them to go for it. Right in front of her. Like I get regular FB going on. That is what I like the best.

I know she is all wrong. But she fucked with my head in a way I am not used to. I know to blow her off man. Your right. Just had to put my thoughts down on paper...

I know I played it different then most men. My game is still a little afc is this regard. I am not used to dealing with girls this crazy bitchy. So I just soaked up the feeling and all that. It was insane in its purest form. haha. The fact that she could be soo crazy.. just for.. why.. I do not get it.

Ok how could I have put her in her place then? Some one drop the knowledge. I do not like to loose my temper. But this bitch has no manners whatsoever.

Thanks for being straight with it... I realize one important thing I did not when I was younger. That moment did not matter. It was like a crazy bitch show, I could come home and talk about. lol

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Dump the girl. She is playing with you, when you should be the one playing with her.

Do you know what you should have done? After she goes to some guys to get her number, go to them and say:

"Im sorry if my sister did anything wrong. She thinks she does not need her medication anymore. Just let me know if she troubles you guys again."

Mean, perhaps, but it would teach her not to mess with you.

Don't stand for that shit, doesn't matter how hot they are. You should have played her turn at bowling or got another girl to, if you could.

When she says "hey who took my turn?"
Just reply "me, when your a good girl and stop wondering off you can play again, and if your going back towards the bar get me a beer, nice one honey"

haha, thx guys, you dudes are awesome. I am cool though. I was just joking with my roommates this morning over breakfast, about, how I held it together so great. I used to be married so I can put up with practically anything. I suppose for the future, when she hits me up to go to the gym, I am going to tell her that I am busy. Then I will go to the gym anyways so she can see that I am not that busy. lol

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I was thinking about this situation the other day. This girl stopped by my house and hung around for a bit.

She does not look at me. She acts like it is not a big deal. She acts like she is better.

I feel the need to hunt this bitch.

She is a rapper. Like, not a bad rapper. She is going to open for a Too Short concert at the end of the month. I feel like she is a crazy bitch, no doubt!

However a women so successful.. Its tempting. I like hip hop too.

I was thinking I will text something like "hey whats up, long time."

Her "Nothing, or blah blah."

Me. I got a great new Hip hop name for you!

Her. Hua, what is the name?

Me. The name is ______.. Ill think of something.

Her.... blah blah..


The point is that it opens the door again for me to hit it. I feel the need to want to hunt this bitch for making a fool out of me.

She knows I am intuitive and I can sense shit. I will do some cold reads. I will then get to a place where I can make her feel like I have some value and motivate her as a rapper. If I do this, I may get in her pants. But I would not want to make her a regular.. No way. It is more of a revenge fuck. I will put those feelings aside, till I am balls deep in her.

What do you guys think? Am I just playing with fire here? Should I not? Should I just forget this bitch? What say you...

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she is probably a slutty bitch if she is doing that, so if i were you i would treat her like a slutty bitch. and use lots of negs, they work very well. also this is something mystery said but not quated fully on "the hot dumb bitches want to play the groupies so i have to play the rockstar" so if this is a stupid hot bitch girl then dress really flashy and act like you dont need her at all. the reason why she was talking to the foreigners is because they were more interesting, be more interesting.

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^this totally reminds me of a guy acting like a girl,

-you want what you can't have

-she has pre-selection all over, instead of dumping her ass for being a dis-respectful ho, you swallow your self respect and want to close her more

she has been nothing but a total skank-job but you are looking past that because you are too lazy to tell her off and go for a different girl who is just as hot, she treats you like shit and instead of dealing with it, you just put up with it, there is such a thing as being non-reactive, but this is just silly, where the fuck is your self respect man?

this is the impidemy of nice guy push over

ignore this ho, she is not good enough for you

I have dealt with rapping tricks in the past. They just are flayers. Female players

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