I sometimes have phases like that. I'm a musician so everybody around me drinks all the time. But it's good you realize it and you can do something about it. Just realize you don't need alchohol to have a good time, even in bars, although it is difficult to be the only person not drinking. Take some time just for your self. Do something for your health, work out, eat clean and enjoy that feeling when your mind is totally clear. Dedicate yourself to work, or some other goals you might have and use that clear mind to get you there, like doing an upgrade of yourself. Go without alchohol for a month, just a month, you know it's temporary. You'll see how little of it you actually need. Later when you drink socially again, just ask yourself, do I really want another drink? You'll realize often times, you actually just want some water. You'll have a drink later, but at the end of the night you won't be completely hammered and you'll love that feeling. It's ok to get hammered every once in a while, but you'll function much better if it's just on special occasions. This will also give you a sense of empowerment and a much thicker wallet
