People don't get protection orders to stop them from giving in to the temptation of contacting their one true love. Sorry.

You were needy to the point that it got creepy/scary. Sort this out and you can have a happy relationship in the future with somebody else.

Having a conversation with yourself? Schizo much?

Guys, no need to beat the op up. He's not a kid, he knows he fucked up big time.

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rAFC and yes, I'm a chick.

I have bursts of being a lady, but it doesn't last long.

He has a restraining order... yet he figures, she wants to see him... and there must be a way.

I know, but calling somebody schizo doesn't contribute anything, just sayin.

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rAFC and yes, I'm a chick.

I have bursts of being a lady, but it doesn't last long.

Calm down. Here's a tissue now go dry your eyes.

this post made my day.

Thanks for the tissue, I feel better already. Very useful...

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rAFC and yes, I'm a chick.

I have bursts of being a lady, but it doesn't last long.

i lol'd too.

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what dr. house brings to medicine, i bring to everyday life (an extreme dose of cynicism), don't listen to the curmudgeon!

First of all, I'm glad everyone got a laugh out of my situation.. And no, I'm not schizophrenic fuck face. Secondly, I knew that posting that would get this kind of a response from people because it's not normal. Most people would move one with their lives and forget about the woman because an order is no joke.

But yea, I will agree that I was acting kinda crazy toward the end of it all.. And I know it freaked her out. Hindsight..
However, none of you know the situation in it's entirety, so for you to come at me like I'm psycho stalker is what I would expect. But I am not, she was giving me mixed signals all along. I had no clue I was going to wake up on my day off to a protection order.. I went a bit overboard with trying to get her back, that's all..

Thank you to those who have my back, I really appreciate it! Lesson learned.

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Oh yea, and one more thing.. To the afc who mentioned that my "inner game" sucks and that I need to fuck 5 or more women..... I have..... My inner game is excellent. I'm not on this forum because I'm some fat, balding, computer nerd who has never got a piece of ass. I am here for my own reasons, whatever I want them to be.. Say what you want, but I have been a seducer/pua long before I ever heard of this community. I am here looking to strengthen the set of skills I already have. I am in love with her, and you may be right that she wants nothing to do with me.. But being ignorant about it is not cool. Good luck finding what you'r looking for yourselves.... Hard times fall on us all eventually!

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what. the....fuuuuu....

The good thing about the internet is that you're anonymous and can confess a lot of things that you wouldn't normally confess and actually have other people discuss them. Your case sounds a bit extreme, that's why you have haters which contribute nothing to the thread. It's like they got on this forum and suddenly they are all "alpha" and da shit, forgetting they once were total AFCs with oneitis. We all have our issues to a different degree, but if a guy stands out the way you do, you'll get a lot of shit. What surprises me is the lack of empathy for a fellow human being. No matter how gay that sounds, I couldn't care less because I couldn't be gayer as I am right now

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rAFC and yes, I'm a chick.

I have bursts of being a lady, but it doesn't last long.

A restraining order is not an ioi.

[/quote]The good thing about the internet is that you're anonymous and can confess a lot of things that you wouldn't normally confess and actually have other people discuss them. Your case sounds a bit extreme, that's why you have haters which contribute nothing to the thread. It's like they got on this forum and suddenly they are all "alpha" and da shit, forgetting they once were total AFCs with oneitis. We all have our issues to a different degree, but if a guy stands out the way you do, you'll get a lot of shit. What surprises me is the lack of empathy for a fellow human being. No matter how gay that sounds, I couldn't care less because I couldn't be gayer as I am right now [/quote]

Wow..
I really appreciate you standing up for me like this. And yes to the clown with the IOI comment, lol, a restraining order IS NOT an IOI. You're smart. I hear Mystery's coming out with another book, why don't you pre-order it chump.

I'm not going to deny it, from the outside looking in my situation is pretty grimm and extreme. And it is, I lost someone very important to me because I got jealous and read into things too much. I learned a valuable, very costly lesson. I wouldn't go to the point of calling my feelings for her "oneitis" though... I've been victim of that phrase many times, when I was 18 and younger haha..

There are a lot of AFC shitheads on here, and believe it or not I've never had an issue with any personally until I went out on a limb and set up this thread.. I make no apologies. And part of the reason I did is because of the anonymity... But shit, the people in my life know about my situation. I hide nothing. I am not a stalker or an abuser of women. So I have nothing to worry about, let the haters hate.
I can almost bet on any given night that I get more ass than half of these Mystery & Style wannabies.... A real PUA has nothing to prove, but ALWAYS has something to learn. And I have. I will never consider myself an AFC, I got more pride than that. I paid my dues, in the field and elsewhere..

But that's a whole nutha story...

Thanks for the love sweetheart!

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