shes my ex girlfriend went out twice i just never kissed her i smacked her ass before and she said yesterday if i told her i loved her "jokeish way" that she'd give me a "free one" not a "balls" test because she told me i wouldent do it so i did it .. lol but anyways i just ended a conversation on the phone with her saying i had to go texted her saying my phone died again "it really did" but i got to go anyways love ya cracker she said "love ya too nigga" but she calls me her bestfriend.. maybe she says that because were not in a relationship..? but she talks to me and everything when she says hi to me on text she puts smileing faces.

and the one thing i regret the most not doing when i went out with her was not kissing her.. should i just do it? im afraid to kiss her in public im 6 foot i think shes 5'7,5'6 would i have to lean down? which i WILL NOT do. its embarrassing. but like i said should i just go for and risk her never talking to me again? or pushing me away when i kiss her its just the chances of embarrasment you know. i grabbed a girls boob today and she just hit me with her binder so id probably have the guts to kiss her should i do it?

You need to go out and meet a bunch of different girls.

Messing with an ex is trending on shaky ground. You care way too much about people's opinions of you. I advice halting such behavior.

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Call me Sly.
My goal: To become a Pickup Artist in everything but name.

And yeah, This is (still) just the beginning.