the more i understand women, the less i want a relationship...other than fuckbuddy

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what dr. house brings to medicine, i bring to everyday life (an extreme dose of cynicism), don't listen to the curmudgeon!

Well... I've been with a woman for 4 years before, and I had real chemistry with her even after all those years. It didn't end up well me and her but I can say that when I was with her, I always taught it felt right. We just didn't have the same goals in life.

Well I left her finally... she was all emotional crying, shaking, couldn't breath... man did I feel guilty... she said she would do anything to change, to make me happy, anything that I want, I'm just the one for her and all that good stuff... made me feel so bad I almost said ok we'll give it a shot... I didn't but I told her gimme a couple of days just to sort all of this out... But now, I'm sure I still have feelings for her cuz it kinda hurts but...

While I'm supposed to sort all of this out... I'm actually going out with my best friend cousin's that I talked about earlier... I have crazy chemistry with her... I just think I'm scared to not find in her what my ex had ( like a future good job, good cooking, good family wifey ) But yet again, I can't say cuz I don't really know this other girl... all I know is I really get along with her. She's more crazy but at least I can have a much better time with her.

never confuse the "guilt/shame/chivalry" response that comes along with breaking up with a girl,

for

Love

if you do, you will only hurt her more. been there, done that.

good luck with the hot chick.

also btw, the only thing that you need to consider when deciding whether to go back to the other girl is: does her crying and professing her love for me mean that will somehow magically be a different person if i give it another shot?

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what dr. house brings to medicine, i bring to everyday life (an extreme dose of cynicism), don't listen to the curmudgeon!

love is a bullshit thing .. most of it is just obsession and ego...

real love should be unconditional...

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AK-47...When you absolutely positively have to kill every fucking orc in the room
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