well most of you read my posts how i think about woman... how other guys like mack think about woman ( similar ).

i reached a new point in my game where i released all these ideas... i just observed reality. but it's not about who's right or wrong... i just trusted a woman a fullblown 100 % and let go of all these ideas after internalizing them.

life is just too short... people are just dicks and stupid animals but in the end life is too short.. you cannot avoid all these drama with woman all the time. I've been hurt like 8 times , got backstabbed really hard by people who i trusted... but it didn't kill me or vaporized me.. yeah it felt very depressed and terrible.. it set me on a path of learning a shitload of things only to end at instinctual behaviours and reductionism...Even if i got backstabbed im still responsible for how i make myself feel or how other make me feel.

my ability to be super smart and creative set me on a path to destruction and less meaning in life trying to hold on to superficial ideas and trying to ignore the reality i have observed accurately...

my intelligence brought my own downfall... Being a psychologist is fun but with great power comes great responsibility, With great power comes great mistakes. you have to be so carefull about what you learn and society is full of shit in general...the beliefs you create in response will be so strong it will set you apart from everything too much/

i was at such high level in my game that i couldn't interact with people because i already knew what they thought or were going to say. I actually felt lonely...i go out and couldn't connect to anyone... so i decide to let go of all information, knowledge and beliefs to go to level 0....

Power fucking sucks...its destroys everything... I think people are only trying to avoid pain , if you are powerfull you will AVOID pain too much and go on lockdown. Society sucks in general... don't let that be your prison... just enjoy that it sucks and let go of shit.

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AK-47...When you absolutely positively have to kill every fucking orc in the room
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It is about time to face it
Surrender and then start again
I don’t know if I could make it
But there is gotta come an end

If I stay in this place
Every hour is another day
Let the walls come falling down
And fear washes away

Running forever
Longing for your love so cool
To something better
I’ll never stop following you

So may the world rise up to meet me
And may the wind be at my back
All of this will soon be over
I don’t think I’ll be coming back

Though I fear what is to come
I’m a soldier running, try to see
At the end of the world
Someone holds out for me

Running forever
Longing for your love so cool
To something better
I’ll never stop following you

I was longing for your love
Longing for your love so cool

Running forever
Longing for your love so cold
To something better
I’ll never stop following you

Let’s run forever
Looking for your love so cool
To something better
I’ll never stop following you

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AK-47...When you absolutely positively have to kill every fucking orc in the room
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